Saturday, December 8, 2012

Fiction- MiM02- Murphy's Law or


Title: Memory In Motion
Chapter Title: Murphy's Law or Something Like That
Author: Restive Nature
Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to BtVS. They belong to Whedon & Mutant Enemy. I also do not own the rights to Supernatural. They belong to Eric Kripke and The CW.
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Crossover
Type: Humor, Angst
Pairing: DaddyDean/ WeeWillow
Summary: Through a magical mix-up, Willow ends up in the Impala, disoriented, terrified, facing the barrel of a gun and somehow... only six years old.
Spoilers/ Time line: Post series for Buffy and late season one of Supernatural.
Feedback: Always welcome!
Distribution: Ask first please.
A/N: This is a challenge response to pezgirl's The Little Demon Hunting Challenge at the Twisting the Hellmouth site. Please refer to chapter one for challenge details.


Memory In Motion

Chapter Two
Murphy's Law or Something Like That



Dean stared in horror at the thing that had appeared in his car. Talk about karma or... or Murphy's law or some shit like that. Thinking about needing a kid for bait, and bam! One appears. One that was freakin' the hell out.

But the thing was, while he might be called a pessimist and a conspiracy theorist by certain quarters of the normal world, Dean called it prudency. You couldn't always take things at face value. He had been around the block too many times not to distrust everything. Especially when something you needed just freakin' popped into your car, looking all big eyed cute, innocent and teary.

“Who the hell are you?” he demanded tightly, curbing the instant what that he would normally want to know. Just in case this kid actually was a kid and something bigger was at play, he didn't want to scare her too badly. Though in his opinion, sometimes kids were better off knowing the truth than taking some of the chances that they did.

“W-w-w-w-Willow,” the girl gasped out finally, as she continued to hyperventilate. Dean was of two minds about what to do. On one hand, the sight of the kid scared mindless tugged at hundreds of heartstrings. But on the other, if this shtriga was as smart as it was purported to be, it could be using this thing exactly to get under Dean's defenses. Or a distraction. But then the twitching began and he was worried that someone might notice and if they did, assume the worst and he'd be nose deep in boiling hot water with no way to go but down.

He lowered the gun just a little, keeping it at the ready as his eyes flicked down to the seat between them. With the gun still in his left hand, he wasn't as comfortable using his weaker hand, but he would if he had to, he used his right to reach for an old take out bag. He shook whatever contents were left in the bag onto the floor and tossed it to the girl. She stared down at the bag on her lap and then brought terrified eyes up to him again.

“Breath into it,” Dean mimicked lifting his hand to his face. The girl slowly picked up the bag and seeming to understand, brought the opening of the bag to her face. She inhaled once and threw it back down.

“Ewww! It smells like the back of a refrigerator after the power goes out,” she complained. Dean curbed the responsive smirk. He had no doubt that it probably did. The girl glared at the bag for a moment before remembering the bigger threat and turned back to Dean.

“Maybe it does, but it worked, didn't it?” he pointed out and the girl's eyes widened momentarily before she glanced down at herself.

“Uh, yeah,” she nodded slowly. “But it didn't make the gun go away.”

“No, it didn't,” Dean agreed. “Because that's not going to happen until I figure out what the hell happened here.”

“Oh! You said the H word.”

“Yeah kid, I did,” he complained gruffly. “Don't tell me you've never heard it before.”

“Uh huh,” she nodded brightly. “My daddy says it when he tries to build things. And then my mother explains why his negative example is detrimental to my mental well being.”

Dean's jaw almost dropped to gape. And people thought his upbringing was skewed. “Okay,” he drawled, unsure. There were very few ways that he could figure out if this really was a kid, because he sure as hell wasn't going anywhere with a demon in the car.

“My mom's a psyche actress,” Willow offered and Dean suppressed the urge to chuckle.

“Psychiatric?” he corrected her and she nodded quickly. “Sorry kiddo.”

“Oh no,” she shook her head then. “It's very interesting.”

“Uh huh,” he breathed out through his nose, completely unconvinced. He shook his head, his lips pursed as he regarded the bright redhead. “Look, like I said, I don't trust what's happening here. So do me a favor and hold still, will ya?”

“You're not going to touch me in my doll places, are you?” the girl asked, a certain innocence in the question kept Dean from snarling out a disgusted explicative.

“No!” he protested loudly. “I'm not some sick bastard. Okay?” She nodded slowly and once she had placed her hands in her lap to wait, Dean transferred his weapon to his right hand and watched her face. “Cristos.”

There was no response and when he grunted the girl relaxed slightly.

“What was that supposed to do?” she wondered. “Was it a magic word?”

“Sort of,” Dean allowed, turning an eye to watch carefully, a few people passing in front of the car in the parking lot.

“Well,” the girl began, “well maybe it didn't work because I'm Jewish. Maybe...”

Dean chuckled then. “So what do you recommend I use? Yahweh?”

The girl braced herself, squeezing her eyes shut and waited. But after a moment had passed, she let one eye open and focused on Dean. “Did it work?”

“Yeah kid, worked perfect,” Dean nodded. He had one more acceptable test that he could perform, and one less so. “Can you do me a favor?” Willow looked eager when he asked and Dean was hard pressed to remember that this, in his reality, could be some evil son of a bitch riding around in a kid. A kid! She looked so damned much like Sammy when he was young that he had to swallow heavily. “Reach in that glove box and pass me the flask,” he directed as he tried to swallow down the bitter bile that was curling up his throat.

The girl turned to do so, but when she pulled it back out and turned it over in her hands, she turned to ask him, “are you old? Because my friend says you have to be old to drink. But that's only booze. Like his dad. His dad likes to drink booze a lot. Is this booze? My friend's Daddy has a booze bottle like this that he keeps in his shirt pocket.”

“Nope, just water,” he told her, cutting across her little ramble. Bracing the gun enough that he could also hold the flask of holy water, he took a swig and then held it out to her. “Have some.”

“O-okay,” she stammered, carefully accepting the flask. “I'm...”

“It's part of the test,” he warned her. “I only drank some so that you'd know I wasn't trying to poison you.”

“You'd poison me!” she shrieked and Dean winced and then glanced around to see if anyone else had heard.

“No!” he protested. “I just wanted... just take a drink. Please!” He cringed a little as Willow's eyes were focused on the gun that had been waved around a little and suddenly she was gulping down the rest of the contents. She was gasping again and Dean feared another hyperventilation episode, but when she was done she flushed slightly.

“I drank it all, sorry,” she half whined, cradling the flask worriedly. Dean watched her again for signs of possession, but there was nothing.

“That's okay kid,” he shook his head and returning the safety on the gun, leaned over to tuck it back under the seat. “I can always get more. You feel okay?”

“Ummm,” she hesitated and Dean's sharp eyes were quickly back on her. The flush hadn't disappeared. “I have to... go.”

“Go where?”

“The... the bathroom,” she squirmed under his raised eyebrow gaze and then tucked her hands under her thighs. “But I can wait. It's okay.” She squirmed a little more and Dean tiredly shook his head. He was wasting time. Time that could be better spent figuring out how to take that shtriga out. Quickly making his decision, he turned back to the kid.

“Look, there's something going on that I need to take care of,” he explained. “Where do you live Willow? I'll drop you off.”

“816 Sycamore Street,” she responded promptly. Dean nodded and turned forward to start up the ignition.

“Sycamore, okay,” he muttered to himself, wondering if he could find a map or would have to call his brother, while the girl straightened herself out as well.

“Sunnydale, California, the United States of America,” she rambled on, not realizing that her words had caught Dean's attention and not in a good way. “continent of North America, Western Hemisphere, of the planet earth. And I should be in the back seat.”

“What?” Dean demanded, focusing still on the initial part of her address.

“I should be in the back seat,” Willow repeated. She grew thoughtful looking and pronounced with care, “it's stah-tis-tickly safer.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Dean shook his head. “What city did you say you're from?”

“Oh,” Willow's mouth rounded into a small smile. “Sunnydale.”

“Crap!”

“You said the C word!”

“Which was better than the S word,” he snarked back, shaking his head.

“Or the F word,” Willow agreed. Dean couldn't help the small chuckle that escaped his lips. Mini Samantha in the co-pilot's seat.

“Tell me Willow,” he grinned, even though his mind was whirling with the implications of what she had revealed. “You like school?”

She nodded happily. “Miss Tattersall is nice. And I have a best friend. I get to color and two times a week, I go with Mrs. Gettle to do advanced reading. And I'm learning third grade math. Even though I'm only in first grade.”

“Wow,” he nodded, trying to sound suitably impressed, when all he was wondering was why the hell this shit didn't happen to his brother. Why didn't she know her address here? And if it wasn't a simple case of her family having just moved here, how in the hell she got from California to Wisconsin. Well, all he could do was get her some place safe and figure out where to go from there. Being a Winchester meant having a game plan, even if it fell to pieces the moment your brain thought of it.

Normal course would be to drop her at the cop shop, but with his track record, that'd net him even more problems. Maybe they could just get to the motel and call her parents to come get her. She was maybe, well, probably here visiting someone and didn't have the address handy.

“Willow?” he questioned as he let the engine idle, “what's your parent's number?” She instantly reeled off a phone number, but Dean recognized the California area code and shook his head. “No, I mean their cell phone.” She looked doubtful.

“What's a cell phone?” she asked politely. Dean frowned and reached into his pocket to show her his. She looked interested enough as she reached forward, hesitant until he nodded to her that it was all right to turn it over in his hand. Then she sat back and shook her head. “They don't have a cell phone.”

“Great,” Dean sighed. Techni-phobes, probably, of some sort or another. Really, who didn't have a cell phone in this day and age?

“So who are you visiting?” he tried again. The little girl shook her head, confused again.

“I'm not allowed to visit anyone,” she told him. “Miss Gold picks me up from school and we go straight home. I have a nutrition an' then do my homework. And then I read until it's time for dinner. Then I have a bath an' go to bed,” she finished happily. “But that's on school days. I can play on the weekends.”

“Okay,” Dean sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. Try again, and calmly, he reminded himself. “Did your parents bring you with them to visit someone, or did you just move here?”

“No,” Willow answered quietly, seeming concerned as she looked out the windshield of the car, very concerned that she wasn't telling him what he wanted to hear.

“So what were you doing before you were here... in the car?” he wondered. The girl looked down in her lap and her shoulders hunched over. “Willow?”

“I... I don't remember,” she murmured so quietly that Dean barely heard her. He leaned a little closer and tried to smile encouragingly when all he felt like doing was thunking his head against his seat, repeatedly.

“Well, were you in school, or at home?”

“I don't remember,” she repeated and then shook her head. “I don't remember!” she wailed this time and Dean cringed at the sudden increase in noise volume from her.

“Shh, shh,” he tried to quiet, soothing wasn't even a word for him at the moment. “It's okay kid. No problem, just don't...” he glanced out the windshield to see that a few people were staring at him in disapproval. “Willow, come on kid, quit!” he hissed. “You're gonna get me in trouble right now. Trouble that frankly, I can't afford, the kind that'll lock me up for twenty years.”

The girl stopped her wailing, though the tears continued to stream copiously down her cheeks. “What kind of trouble?” she asked breathlessly, though it seemed to be more from her crying jag than any awe.

“The... doll touching thing,” he tried to explain without truly explaining. “Even though I haven't. But... I don't know what to do here, kid. I take you to the cops to get you help and I get burned.”

“Do they have a lost and found?” she asked with a sniffle. Dean sadly shook his head, though her vacillation between hopefulness and curiosity, mingled with the other was kind of cute. He ruffled her hair quickly and then decided.

“Look, we can go see my brother,” he offered. “He might have some idea how the he- heck this happened. And he's better with computers. But, there's gonna have to be some ground rules.”

“Yes sir,” she nodded, calming even more now.

“First of all, you're right,” he decided. “You should be in the back seat.” The moment the last word left his lips, Willow was scrambling to climb over the seats. Dean rolled his eyes and just narrowly avoided being kicked in the head by her Mary Jane's. “All right,” he twisted around to eye her as he ran over what could be acceptable rules for a little girl in his car. “Buckle up and listen good.” She followed his immediate advice as Dean turned back and reached once more for his cell phone. “Rule number one,” he improvised as he pulled up the texting feature of his phone. “Driver is always right. About directions, music, everything, no matter what anyone else says.”

He saw, from the corner of his eye in the rearview mirror, Willow nodding, her serious little face taking in everything he said as she now sat primly, her hands on her lap.

“Second, just for now, we're gonna play a game of pretend,” he told her as his thumb punched the appropriate buttons on the phone.

MiM~MiM~MiM

Sam glanced at the phone nestled next to his laptop. It had chirped, denoting an incoming message. Finishing typing another idea into the on line search engine, he pulled his hands back and reached for the phone. There was a message from Dean and since Sam had just talked to him recently, he sighed, figuring it for a reminder to pick up some food. Even though it was Dean that had the car. What he read instead, made him sigh even more.

Dude, things just got worse. Brace yourself and just go with it.

Now what in the hell could that mean? With the brother that Sam had? One never knew





Chapter Three- FUBAR'd

Fiction- MiM03- FUBAR'd


Title: Memory In Motion
Chapter Title: FUBAR'd
Author: Restive Nature
Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to BtVS. They belong to Whedon & Mutant Enemy. I also do not own the rights to Supernatural. They belong to Eric Kripke and The CW.
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Crossover
Type: Humor, Angst
Pairing: DaddyDean/ WeeWillow
Summary: Through a magical mix-up, Willow ends up in the Impala, disoriented, terrified, facing the barrel of a gun and somehow... only six years old.
Spoilers/ Time line: Post series for Buffy and late season one of Supernatural.
Feedback: Always welcome!
Distribution: Ask first please.
A/N: This is a challenge response to pezgirl's The Little Demon Hunting Challenge at the Twisting the Hellmouth site. Please refer to chapter one for challenge details.


Memory In Motion

Chapter Three
FUBAR'd


Sam had no sooner began typing a text reply to his brother than he heard the familiar rumble that denoted the family's Impala, outside of the motel door. Sighing to himself, he frowned down at the cell phone in his hands. If that wasn't enough, he heard Dean honking the horn impatiently. Wondering if he was needed to help bring something inside, Sam pushed out of his chair and moved to pull one drape aside for just a moment. Sure enough, there was his brother in the Impala, waiting in the parking space that they had chosen earlier, for it's closeness to their motel room door.

But there was someone with him. A small someone in the back seat. And suddenly, their earlier conversation came back to Sam. Dean had said that he knew how to trap this shtriga that was going after children. A hundred desperate, scared thoughts scrambled through Sam's brain as he whirled and strode to the door. Prevalent among them was that if Dean had kidnapped a child to act as bait, he was going to strangle the idiot. Then bring him back from the dead and have another go at him. It was possible. Even having been out of the game, he knew people! He heard his phone chirp again, but was too worried to bother checking it at that point. He yanked the door open just as the back door of the Impala was pushed open and a bundle of red hair exploded out, even as he heard his brother's laughter from inside the car.

And then the next thing he knew, little arms were wrapped around his waist, his eyes wide as the girl, only discernible by long red hair and a dress, squealed out, “Uncle Sammy! Daddy didn't tell me you were here!” Glaring at his brother as a whole new level of his brother's idiocy speculated through his mind, Sam shook his head slightly, even as his arms closed reflexively around the girl's shoulders. His brother climbed out of the driver's seats.

“Go ahead and use the bathroom, baby girl,” Dean called out as he emerged. The little girl let loose of Sam and darted around him and into the motel room as Sam twisted to see her heading straight for the bathroom and then whirled back to his brother.

“Dean...” he began, his tone low and warning.

“What's the matter Sammy?” Dean chuckled, but there was something flashing in his eyes. “Don't you ever check your phone?”

Sam shook his head again and held up his hand with his phone in it. “I just got your message.” Seeing that he had another message from Dean, he quickly opened it to read 'screw worse. This is FUBAR'd. Her name is Willow.'

“Okay then?” Dean remarked in a perky tone as another message chirp sounded and Sam shrugged one shoulder. He opened the next message and read 'nosy freak asses. Kid's got a plan.'

So it wasn't that Dean had kidnapped a kid, or had a kid with one of his one night stands, well perhaps it was both. Though that was awfully convenient. “Who is the 'nosy freak ass'?” he wondered quietly.

“Blue Taurus down the street,” Dean smiled widely and tilted his head in the direction he meant. Sam's eyes slid over his brother's shoulder and saw exactly the vehicle that his brother meant. “Been following me since the hospital. Some chick at the driver's wheel.”

“Because you took a kid to...?” Sam prompted, wondering what the hell had happened between now and the last time they'd talked.

“Dude, don't even go there,” Dean protested flatly. “Too complicated to get into right now. Get your gear, we're goin' for food.”

“Typical,” Sam snorted and with a resigned noise, stepped back into the room to grab his gear, coat, laptop and wallet. He left the door open and just as he'd scooped up the items he needed, the inner bathroom door opened and the little girl, Willow, Dean's text had said, stepped out.

“I washed my hands,” she offered, holding them up before her and Sam tried to smile encouragingly.

“Good job,” he complimented with the air of one who had no clue what to say to that.

“Mommy always says that it's the best way to not spread germs,” the girl announced. “Germs are yucky organists that like to make my tummy sick. I think,” she added hesitantly, the corners of her mouth dropping slightly as she began to blink rapidly.

“Well, she's right about that,” Sam agreed. “You ready to go?”

The girl nodded then and seemed to perk back up. “Daddy says that I can have dessert after I eat. Actually Daddy said I can have dessert for dinner if I behave myself. I ate marshmallows at my friend's house for dinner. But that's cause his mom forget to buy food.”

“Oh, that's...” Sam grimaced, “um, that happens sometimes, huh?”

“I'd rather have my mom forget to buy me more food than forget me at school,” Willow pronounced matter of factly as she fell into step beside him. Sam noticed immediately that she was scurrying to keep up and hastily shortened his steps some. As they moved back out of the motel, it was to see Dean swiping out some garbage that had accumulated in the back seat.

“There ya go sweetie,” he grinned. “That better?”

The girl skipped over to his brother and grabbed his hand. “Got it. It smells like my science experiments.” His brother's bark of laughter surprised him.

“Well this time, you can blame Uncle Sammy,” Dean shook his head, turning to aim the garbage at an outdoor bin not too far away. “That was his bag of nasty food.”

“It was probably that salad I bought you, that you refused to eat,” Sam scoffed as he recalled the suspicious stalker that Dean and the child had picked up. Suddenly he was eager to go with them and find out exactly what was going on.

“Right,” Dean nodded as he ushered Willow into the back seat, leaning over to make sure she buckled up. “Your dime, your dilemma.”

Sam shook his head once more and then climbed into the front seat. “So where are we heading?” he asked his brother as Dean climbed into the driver's seat.

“Family diner we saw a few blocks back,” Dean answered easily. There was an absence of conversation as the engine started up and then, as Dean maneuvered the car out of the parking spot, the little girl leaned forward as far as she was able.

“Hi,” she greeted again and Sam twisted his head around to see her holding out her hand. “My name is Willow Rosenberg and you're not my Uncle Sammy. But Dean who's not really my Daddy said we could pretend for now.”

Sam, slightly taken aback, automatically reached to shake her hand. “Uh, nice to meet you Willow.” He threw her a grin that was more of a grimace and then asked of his brother, “and why precisely are we pretending, rather than taking Willow home?”

“Because I'm from Sunnydale, California,” the girl began and took a deep breath, but Dean hastily cut her off.

“And she's not just visiting someone or just moved here,” Dean told him, his eyes dark. as the little girl continued a whispered litany of the ever widening world and Sam's eyes squinted at his brother.

“What...?” he began to ask as Willow's directions of where she lived came to an end. It occurred to him immediately that this was a hoax. Oh, not one where Dean was trying to yank his chain, with a kid no less, but that something had hoodwinked his brother. Because Sam knew very well that Sunnydale, California no longer existed. As in the town. Location yes, but a natural disaster that he'd had his suspicions about, but kept mum at the time, had reared their head. He and his friends at college had watched in amazement, the news reports pouring in about the sudden collapse of the town into a series of ever increasingly unstable underground caverns, back in '03. Luckily, it hadn't been so unexpected by the townspeople and the news reporters were (disappointed) able to report in their vulturelike fashion that for a town with such a large population, the evacuations were early and there had been no fatalities reported in the destruction.

“Dean,” he tried again, “Sunnydale is-!” But his brother smoothly cut him off.

“A long way away, and not a drive we can make tonight,” Dean nodded rapidly, giving his brother a meaningful glance and then lifting his eyes to the rear view mirror. Sam glanced at Willow, who seemed calm enough to patiently listen quietly. He could see Dean's point immediately. If something strange were truly going on here, and with their lives, could it be any less? But if this Willow were just a little girl, news that her home had been destroyed...

“Christo,” he muttered under his breath and startled a little when Willow piped up from the back seat.

“Yahweh!” she countered brightly and Dean chuckled again.

“She's Jewish dude,” he chided. “And I already tried.”

“I didn't blow up,” Willow announced and then Sam had to laugh as well. “And I drinked lotsa water. So I had to pee.” Sam saw a slight flush appear on the girl's face when she said that, but it cleared up quickly as she turned to Dean. “Does Uncle Sammy hafta drink the water now?”

“Probably wouldn't hurt,” Dean shrugged as he steered the car down the road, checking once more, his mirrors. “Though I haven't found anything yet to colonic his bad mood right out of him.”

“Dean!” Sam protested and then shook his head as Willow asked what a colonic was.

“It's a special treatment at the hospital they use to clean the yuckies out of your tummy,” his brother explained and Sam was surprised that Dean was able to explain so easily without grossing the child, or him, out. But then, that was probably all Dean understood about the procedure either.

“Oh,” Willow nodded. “Did that lady go away yet?” she wondered and Sam turned back to his brother, wondering the same himself.

“Haven't seen her,” Dean grunted. “But we'll keep pretending so she doesn't just call the police, okay?”

“Okay,” Willow nodded and sat back.

“Why exactly are we pretending?” Sam wondered and now it was his brother's turn to sigh.

“Dude, she showed up, I mean, just flashed into the car, outta nowhere,” Dean explained, trying to remain calm, though Sam could see it was visibly affecting his brother. He just didn't know why yet. “She's not evil, far as I can see. Just a kid. Taken from...” he paused, his eyes flickering to glance at the girl again. “Sam, we'll have to deal with her and... get her home, but this case we're on, it's more immediate. I mean, I feel bad for her parents, since she's disappeared, but there are kids that need help now.”

“Okay,” Sam nodded, satisfied for the moment. They could take Willow's situation as it came, do the research, but his brother was right. They were staring at a problem where kids were dying, not just disappearing to show up elsewhere. “Maybe we could ask someone to start looking into this though?” he suggested, waving one hand minutely in Willow's direction.

Dean nodded. 'Who'd you have in mind?” he asked and then snorted softly to himself. “Not like Dad'll pick up the phone for this,” he muttered.

“I was actually thinking Bobby, maybe,” Sam offered, referring to another grizzled old hunter. He was one of those that had been hunting long enough that if it happened, he'd seen it himself before or at least knew a bit more about it. “Maybe we can call Pastor Jim about getting her home. He's got contacts through his church.”

“Sounds like a plan,” Dean agreed. “Let's have a nice “family dinner” first though. Blue car at bitch o'clock and yes I know I said the B word Willow.” Sam grinned, realizing that the girl was opening her mouth even as Dean made that complaint. She shut her mouth gently and looked amused and a little smug. Sam leaned his arm over the seat and held his palm flat out to the girl.

“High five for hating potty mouths,” he teased and then smiled widely when she carefully slapped her hand down on his.

“Miss Tattersall washes your mouth out with soap if you say bad words,” she told him. “My friend likes the taste of Ivory.”

“So did Dean when he was your age,” Sam joked.

“Hey, hey,” Dean defended himself. “I said I was familiar with the taste. Not that I liked it.”

“That's not how our Dad tells it,” Sam scoffed and was pleased when the little girl, she was surprisingly endearing, giggled along with him.




Chapter Four- The D Word

Fiction- MiM04- The D Word


Title: Memory In Motion
Chapter Title: The D Word
Author: Restive Nature
Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to BtVS. They belong to Whedon & Mutant Enemy. I also do not own the rights to Supernatural. They belong to Eric Kripke and The CW.
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Crossover
Type: Humor, Angst
Pairing: DaddyDean/ WeeWillow
Summary: Through a magical mix-up, Willow ends up in the Impala, disoriented, terrified, facing the barrel of a gun and somehow... only six years old.
Spoilers/ Time line: Post series for Buffy and late season one of Supernatural.
Feedback: Always welcome!
Distribution: Ask first please.
A/N: This is a challenge response to pezgirl's The Little Demon Hunting Challenge at the Twisting the Hellmouth site. Please refer to chapter one for challenge details.

Memory In Motion

Chapter Four
The D Word


They made it to the restaurant that Dean had indicated with no further problems. That was mostly because of an unspoken agreement between the adults of the car to not speak of the worries that were constantly coming to mind. They were too involved with looking and acting like a new age type of family and trying to mine answers from Willow's young mind.

Sam was finding her surprisingly bright for her age, which she assured him was six many fingers. Dean noted along with her, her advanced reading and math skills. Her mention of her science experiments had been noted. She was also very perceptive, a little too much perhaps. She was constantly watching the interactions between the brothers.

After he had parked, the group clambered out of the vehicle and Dean surreptitiously checked to see that the woman in the blue car had pulled to a halt along the curb and seemed to be talking on a cell phone. She didn't look up and she didn't notice that Dean and Sam were checking up on her as much as she seemed to be checking up on them. With a resigned sigh that they were having to keep this up, they entered the restaurant. It was a typical family affair kind of place and were instantly greeted by the hostess.

“Table for three?” she asked and Sam nodded. She led them to a booth table and Dean indicated for Willow to precede him in on one side. Sam took the side opposite of the alleged father daughter duo. Once they were in, the waitress passed around menus, including a children's menu for Willow. “What can I bring you to drink?”

“Coffee for me please,” Sam answered immediately.

“Same,” Dean agreed. And then the adults turned to Willow, who was studying the pictures on her children's menu. Before they could prompt her, she glanced up at Dean.

“May I have chocolate milk?” she asked with a hopeful look in her eyes. Dean grinned and nodded.

“One chocolate milk and two coffees coming right up,” the hostess nodded. “Your server will be right over to take your orders.” And then she was gone. Half way down the aisle of tables and chairs, she was met by, of all people, the woman from the Blue Taurus. The hostess stopped and then half turned as the woman that had been stalking Dean and Willow, leaned forward and her eyes widened.

Dean and Sam watched, though Willow was now busy coloring the paper with the crayons that were supplied at the table. The woman let out what seemed like a chuckle and then spoke quietly to the hostess. The other woman shrugged and then they turned away. They both watched as well as they were able as the woman that had been driving all over town after Dean, left the restaurant, got into her car that she had parked and pulled out her phone once more.

“Wonder what that was about?” Dean wondered, resigned. They found out quickly enough when the hostess returned with their drinks. The guys let her pass those around, before Sam engaged her with a wide, charming grin.

“Who was that lady?” he wondered. The hostess, lowering her tray, shook her head.

“Melanie?” she clarified. “Oh goodness. She saw your little girl there and thought it was one of the girl's from her son's class. She couldn't get a hold of her parents and was worried that you were like... kid snatchers or something.”

“Oh wow!” Dean's eyebrows went up theatrically. “Have there been any cases like that?” He inched closer to his pretend daughter and wrapped an arm around her. Willow, as if on cue, turned her head to beam up at him.

“Oh no,” the hostess shook her head emphatically. “though in this day and age, you can never be sure. No, but there is a pretty nasty illness going around. Are you new around here?”

“We're just in town for a short time,” Dean nodded. “Before we take Willow back to her mom. They live over in Rensfield.”

The woman nodded at that explanation, recognizing the name of the town down the road. But before she could say anything, Willow piped up.

“Uncle Sammy came special to visit me this time,” she grinned. “He was my surprise for being a good girl. He has to go to the hospital and get a colonic.”

Dean's laughter was not feigned that time as Sam groaned and dropped his head into his hands. “I said he needed one, honey, not that he was going to get one.”

“But mommy says that medical per-seed-ures are important,” Willow argued quietly. Dean glanced up at the hostess.

“Linda's a psychiatrist,” he supplied easily. The hostess was chuckling and settled one hand lightly and momentarily on Sam's shoulder.

“Out of the mouths of babes, huh?” she teased good naturedly. “I know what it's like. I've got a four year old in daycare. You wouldn't believe what comes out of his mouth.”

“Yeah,” Sam nodded, his lips making a strange duck imitation as he tried not to laugh. Willow was looking unconvinced.

“All right, enjoy your chocolate milk honey,” the hostess directed and moved off again.

“Well that was a close call,” Sam sighed. But Dean was focused on the child that was suddenly trying to burrow into his side.

“What's the matter Willow?” he urged, though quietly, mindful that if one person could be suspicious, there could certainly be others.

“That's not her name,” the girl whimpered. Both brothers stilled for a moment before they realized who Willow was referring to.

“I know,” Dean whispered. “I just had to make up something for the pretend game. Do you remember what it is?”

Sam thought that was an odd way for Dean to phrase the question, but he was quiet and watchful as his brother soothed the girl who was shaking her head in the negative. She looked on the verge of tears when his brother suddenly hauled her up and settled her on his lap. He snagged the chocolate milk and directed Willow to take a few sips. He was rubbing at her back with his free hand, when the waitress came over.

“Hey, we doing okay here?” she asked, showing that public concern that really was on a surface emotion.

“Sorry,” Dean apologized immediately, before Sam could offer anything. “We're just having a bout of homesickness here.”

“Oh, poor baby,” the girl sympathized. “Did you guys just move?” she wondered and Dean was shaking her head.

“Nah, visitation,” he supplied quietly, his hand moving to stroke Willow's hair as she slowly sipped the milk through the straw that had been provided. “She's still upset about the d-i-v-o-r-c-e.”

The straw popped out of Willow's mouth long enough for her to announce tremulously, “you just spelled the D word.”

“Yeah I did,” Dean nodded, ducking his head down to look at her. “Tell you what, you write out as many D words that you can think of and Uncle Sammy will grade you on them. Okay?”

Sam was surprised when that seemed to be just the ticket to perk the girl back up. She slid back to her own place, while Dean rearranged her milk to within easy reach for the small redhead.

“She's a bright girl,” the waitress complimented while reaching for her pad and pen.

“Advanced reading twice a week,” Dean bragged, his chest puffing up slightly. “And she's doing advanced math too. But she really loves her sciences.”

Sam had to fight the urge not to laugh at his brother. That or cry because he'd never realized until that moment, just how much his brother had given up for this life. He felt his brother's sharp kick under the table and glanced up to see that the waitress was waiting for his order.

“Oh,” he came back, startled and glanced quickly at the menu. The food was familiar enough that he was able to just pick something quickly. “I'll have the Chicken Caesar salad. And can I get the dressing on the side?”

“Sure thing,” the girl nodded and then turned to Dean.

“I'll have the Chef's Specialty burger, fries and can I get an order of onion rings on the side?” he decided, just as swiftly as Sam. The waitress nodded as she wrote it down. “Willow, honey, did you want the burger or the chicken strip basket?”

“Chicken please,” the girl announced, not even looking up from where she was scribbling on the menu. Dean turned slightly to look over the children's menu option.

“And did you want mashed potatoes or fries?”

“French fries please.”

“And what's the vegetable?” he wondered, turning back to the waitress.

“We have cheesy broccoli, glazed carrots or sweet corn,” she offered. Dean's hand gently nudged at Willow and she paused to glance up, her face serious once more.

“May I have the brocklies with no cheese, please?” she implored and the waitress smiled broadly.

“Sure thing sweetie,” she agreed as she made the notes. She then held her hand out for the menus and Dean and Sam obliged. “Boy a smartie with manners and healthy eating habits. How'd you get so lucky?”

High five for healthy eating!” Willow declared, holding her hand up to Sam. He had to shift forward a little to reach, but he obliged the girl, especially since her grin was so broad. The waitress chuckled and headed off to put in their order.

Both of the males watched as their waitress disappeared into the kitchen and turned to look back at one another. Sam breathed a slight sigh of relief, though Dean turned his attention back to the girl.

“So that's one crisis averted,” he murmured quietly and Dean nodded, then glanced up at his brother, his hooded eyes still full of worry.

“We're gonna deal, just... not yet,” his elder brother warned.

“So just tell me what precisely, the problem here is Dean,” Sam prompted. “Aside from the obvious.”

Dean slowly wet his lips, catching his lower lip between his teeth as his gaze darted to Willow and then back to his brother. Sam could see that Dean was hesitant to discuss this in front of the child and looking for himself, he could see that there was still a hitch to her shoulders. Finally Dean turned to the girl and tapped her menu, where she seemed to have run out of room for writing. “Hey, how about we let Uncle Sammy grade this and we can go wash our hands?”

“Okay Daddy,” Willow nodded, settling the yellow crayon down where she had been doodling something. She pushed the paper to Sam and waited for Dean to slide out of the booth. As they walked away, Sam's jaw clenched. He was getting a little tired of being out of the loop. The pair, tall man and tiny girl walked back towards the entrance, asking once for directions and then disappeared from sight. It took only a moment for Sam's cell phone to chirp once more.

He chuckled and shook his head, suspecting that he knew already who the message was from, as he dug the phone out of his coat pocket. He flipped it open and read the missive from his brother. But the words made him suck in his breath with regret. 'She's forgetting things. Scared and alone.'

This was not good and it was Sam's turn now to chew at his lip. Quickly deciding, he started scrolling through his number's list, until he came to the one he wanted.

The older hunter picked up quickly, just as gruff as he had always been. “Yeah?”

“Bobby?” Sam offered by way of greeting. “It's Sam. Winchester,” he tacked on.

“Sam?” Bobby repeated. “How the hell are ya? I s'ppose you boys are hot on your Daddy's tail, huh?”

“Um, actually no,” Sam winced. “We're on a case, but there have been some developments. I was wondering if you could help us out?”

“What can I do?” the older man offered immediately. And Sam felt that relief, knowing that he had someone else, someone close to the family, someone he trusted to back them up on this.

“We're dealing with a shtriga,” he told Bobby, after making sure that no one was close enough to be listening. “But that's not the problem. Dean's got a plan for that.”

“So what is the problem?” Bibby demanded.

“Yeah, that development?” Sam scoffed as his eyes continued to scan for people, notably his brother and “niece”. “Little girl by the name of Willow Rosenberg showing up in Dean's car. Passed all the usual tests and she's... fine, but she's starting to lose her memories.”

“Did'ja get anything out of her beforehand?” Bobby wondered, as usual, skipping over the usual questions and moving straight to the heart of the matter. Sam was sure that if they were actually in one another's presence, the man would have a few more things to say, or at least some physical gestures that relayed his impatience with the younger generation.

“She says she's from Sunnydale, California,” Sam offered the most telling clue that he had seen so far. “Which, if you didn't know-!”

“Was the home of the west coast Hellmouth before it collapsed,” Bobby supplied.

“A Hellmouth,” Sam winced. “That doesn't sound good. How did we not know this?”

“Hell if I know,” Bobby snorted. “But if there's one place on this green earth you don't go? You don't go there.”

“But it's gone now?” Sam prompted.

“Yeah, collapse of the town took care of it,” Bobby agreed. “So why is this so bad?”

“Because the kid?” Sam urged, “Willow, she's talking about it like she was just there. She's like, six years old, would she really remember these details?”

“Hell Sam, I don't know,” Bobby snapped a little. “Kid appeared somehow in Dean's car and you don't think she's just a little traumatized?”

“Uh, well,” Sam cringed, chastised enough already in the implication. Yeah, it was weird, but he had forgotten that she did seem to be just a child.

“Memory loss to protect her mind?” Bobby went on. “Kinda sounds like a normal reaction and an understandable one.” There was regret in Bobby's voice that Sam wasn't sure he wanted to touch. “So what ya want from me?”

“Well,” Sam tried to move on smoothly. “Since we're dealin' with this thing, we don't have time to get into the research. Would you be able to...?”

“Look 'er up and see if I can find her parents and how an' why she showed up there?” Bobby finished for him, sounding resigned. “Yeah, I can start at least.”

“Thank you Bobby,” Sam breathed out, relieved once more. “Do you want me to have Dean call you with the information. He might have more than he was able to tell me.”

“That'd be fine,” Bobby agreed and with no more ceremony, hung up on Sam, which was fine, because Dean and Willow were on their way back, followed by the waitress. He set the phone down just as the girl slid into the booth, Dean right behind her.

“Who was on the phone?” Dean wondered as Sam checked to make sure that there were no more missives from his brother. There weren't. They accepted their plates from the waitress, echoing Willow's polite thanks.

“Just talkin' to Bobby,” Sam smiled widely, even if he didn't feel like it. “He'd like us to visit after we're done here. Maybe you can call him about scheduling that. There might be some road construction on the trip over,” he hinted and Dean, looking nonplussed, nodded.

“Yeah, I'll call him later,” he agreed. “Now, did you get a chance to look at the words. Willow's got a vocabulary that'd put you to shame at that age.”

“No, I didn't,' Sam frowned and then reached for the paper, when he saw that Willow's eyes were large and luminous again. “Sorry sweetie,” he apologized. “It would have been rude not to talk to Bobby.”

“That's okay,” she nodded in a small voice and carefully chose a French fry to nibble on.

Sam took the paper and turned it every which way as he read all the different words, as he ate his salad. But very quickly, the amazement indeed at her vocabulary descended into an ill feeling as he recognized some of the words that one might take for nonsense or a child's imagination. He could see the Latin and names and words that one didn't see outside of a professor's classroom, or a hunter's bible.

“Wow,' he breathed. “One hundred percent,” he complimented the girl. “No mistakes. Good job.” Even as he mouthed these platitudes, he turned the paper for his brother to see and tapped the paper. “I especially like this one.”

Dean, his burger to his mouth, tilted his head to see, his eyes going wide as he read and then choked slightly on the mouth full of burger. Even as he coughed, covering his mouth so as not to spray his brother with food, he whipped around to stare at the little girl.

The one who had perfectly spelled out among other things like decerto, defaeco, defetiscor and denutio, one word that filled him with a cool dread, bubbling up like the memory of reading the name of a particular demon long ago in a dusty volume of the old world.



Thursday, November 29, 2012

November Nearly Done

So as many know, I have participated in Nanowrimo again this year. The challenge, of writing fifty thousand words was something that I was looking forward to. In the interest of keeping my enthusiasm for the writing going, I decided to double up this year. That meant two stories, two bouts of 50k words and twice the stress. The amazing thing was that with some new online planning tools, it went better than ever before.

I hit the 50k mark on both stories yesterday and as such got my winner's bar and pins and certificate, etc last night. I was so pleased with that, I went ahead and did some editing this morning on a few leftover chapters I had from before starting November's writings. I'm very happy that I finally got the next chapter of When it Changes out because that one has been sitting and bothering me for a long time. It feels more cohesive now than it did before. There were some time line problems that were back and forth and needed to be straightened out. But I did it and now can move on to finishing the next chapter.

I have also given plenty of thought, now that we're so near the end of the year, on how I will be writing next year. This past year of writing, choosing some of my major pieces each week to work on and then adding in something else in alphabetic order was fun. But it also brought up a lot of fictions that didn't get good attention because I only touched on them once every twenty-six days or so. But I can't deny that the method helped me finish a lot of things that might still be lingering on my computer. I may attempt the same thing this coming year, or maybe change it up. I haven't decided yet. I'm just relieved that I didn't burn myself out on the writing completely so that I was unable to complete Nano.

So in December, I will be back to the regularly scheduled writing and editing my nano fictions. Might see those posted some time in the New Year, if not sooner.

Fiction- WiC35- Courting Disaster


Title: When It Changes
Author: Restive Nature
Genre: Crossover
Type: WiP
Shows: Dark Angel and Supernatural
Disclaimer: Neither show represented in this fiction belongs to me. Dark Angel is the product of Cameron/ Eglee and Fox, whereas Supernatural is the product of Kripke and The CW. No profits are made from this fiction and it is intended for private enjoyment only.
Story Rating: PG-13 up to NC-17 for language, violence and sexual situations. (All higher rated material will be contained in its own chapter and clearly marked at the beginning of the chapter. PG versions of these chapters will also be available.)
Chapter Rating: PG-13 for language.
Time line/ Spoilers: This story takes place predominantly in the Supernatural time line. This means that the Dark Angel structure of post-pulse America does not fit in. The massive changes will be that Manticore is decades ahead of itself and the characters from DA are born much earlier than portrayed on the show. There is no Pulse occurring. Any other changes to the structures or episodes of the shows will be (hopefully) explained within the story itself.
Pairing: Dean/ Max, other canon pairings

Summary: Change can be a choice and you never know where the road you choose to take will lead you.

When It Changes

Chapter Thirty-five
Courting Disaster


“You trying Max again?” Dean asked as he was removing some clothes from his duffel. Sam, pulling the towel from his hair and tossing it onto the bed as he thumbed their sister's number into his phone once more, just nodded.

After their harrowing night being attacked from any and all angles from killer insects, their priorities had been to get the hell out of there, find a motel, any motel and shower the feeling of the stings, bites and just the general creepiness of little buggy legs crawling all over them, off. Sam had won rights to the first shower just because his legs were longer and he was able to make it to the bathroom first. He also had the feeling that if Dean had another credit card or enough cash, he'd have gotten another room just for the bathroom alone. Sam hid his smirk, recalling how girlish his big brother had gotten over that steam shower in the house they'd squatted in, on the last case.

After a few minutes, the phone was finally answered on the other end. But it was Kendra who had answered.

“Hey Sam,” she greeted enthusiastically enough. He had to smile. She'd never had a bad word to say, even when things got strange or weird. “What's up?”

“Just calling in for my weekly check-up,” he joked. Kendra's laugh tinkled over the line.

“You make her sound like a parole officer,” she giggled and Sam smiled. Of course Max was in the same boat as he. If he had to check in with her, it was just as much the shoe on the other foot. And speaking of...

“Well if the steel toed boot fits,” he joked, knowing well his sister's propensity for the occasional less than feminine footwear she indulged in. “Is she home yet?”

“Actually you just missed her,” Kendra could make an unseen over the telephone pout, unlike any other. “She's heading over to Logan's. Which is a good thing. Because after the week she has had and their huge ass fight...”

“She and Logan were fighting?” Sam caught and seized upon. He knew that it had caught his brother's attention, the way he stilled and waited for more information, just the same as Sam.

“Yeah, I guess,” Kendra sighed and blew out a frustrated breath. “I don't know if, well, I mean I know what he did to piss her off. But I guess it got even worse.”

“What did he do?” Sam demanded at once, settling himself on the end of the bed and giving his brother 'uh-oh' face in the gleeful manner of one who had been expecting something like this and was quite unperturbed about it. Dean seemed to be fighting a grin and he continued to organize his clothes. Sam was not at all surprised to see that his brother was putting off his shower by a little to find out what had gone down between their sister and the guy that they were sure was a major cause of problems in Max's life. Some of the crap he seemed to pull her into...

“Well, Max was being an absolute sweetheart,” Kendra began, seeming to talk while she was doing something else. Sam could hear what sounded like drawers shutting and realized that Kendra was probably getting ready for an evening out. But as long as she was willing to talk, he was willing to listen. “She invited Logan here for dinner, to thank him for all the times that he cooked for her.”

“Uh huh,” Sam encouraged as Dean moved closer. He managed not to roll his eyes at his brother's obsessive compulsive behavior. It had been going on too long now for him to continue harping on. It was just a newish old behavior applied, most likely because Max wasn't there for Dean to keep his nosy older brother eye on. He did however, tilt the phone slightly so that Dean could hear as well. It would save him from having to give Dean a blow by blow replay of the conversation.

“And you know she can't cook a damn thing,” Kendra was going on. “So I taught her how to make pasta tricolore.” Sam ducked his chin and chuckled. That would have been a sight. Max had learned how to bake, but cooking seemed to elude her on the best days. It was a bittersweet thought, since it was something she had enjoyed with Jess. He pushed the thought away as Max's room mate went on. “Anyway, I left after Logan got here. But I guess he was all business and completely disregarded her efforts and made her go do some errand with him for one of his articles.”

“Ouch,” Sam winced. He knew very well what cardinal rule of male/ female behavior that Cale had broken, but his brother's snort of amusement drew his attention.

“Always knew the guy was a dumb ass,” Dean declared quietly, but with the same self satisfied smugness that Sam wasn't admitting to quite yet.

“So I take it he must have made it up to her,” Sam sighed, since Kendra had said...

“He must have,” Kendra grumbled. “Though I have no idea how. No flowers or gifts or anything, but she was in a better mood tonight. Probably,” and then she let our a snorting giggle. “Normal,” she got out and Sam's eyebrows raised up swiftly.

“What'd he do now?” he demanded gently.

“Turns out he was dating a woman, formerly named Louis, who,” Kendra informed them with pleasure, “after just a few dates with Normal, decided she was gay.”

That was enough to send Dean off into paroxysms of laughter, while Sam fought valiantly to hide his own smile. It wasn't a pleasant prospect, to have.. that happen, but it was Normal and... he just couldn't hold it in. Sam wasn't as obnoxious about it as Dean, but the laughter escaped and he couldn't take it back. “Oh man,” he sighed, “that's bad. I mean, it's Normal, but still...”

“Yeah, Cindy felt pretty bad for him,” Kendra cooed over the line. And before he could ask, went on. “I guess it was a huge joke, of course it was. But this chick? She actually had the nerve to break up with Normal and then turn around and ask him to give Cindy her number.”

“Now that sucks,” Dean grunted. And Sam was in full agreement.

“Did Cindy take it?” he wondered aloud and Kendra was immediately making negative noises.

“She said that if the girl was gonna treat other people like that, especially one that she claimed to like, even if it was just as a friend, then it was someone she didn't want to know,” Kendra informed him and Sam was nodding. Cindy might be quite an over the top character, but she had a good heart. He knew that already. And the same could be said of Kendra. At least, he was relieved to realize again, that Max had some good people in her life there in Seattle. Unlike...

“So back to Logan,” he hinted. “He must have done something to get back in her good graces. 'Cause you know Max can hold a grudge.” His eyes flew to Dean as he said that, smirking at his elder brother, who just sneered mockingly at him and moved away to grab a few things out of his bag.

“I'm goin' to shower,” he announced in a whisper and Sam nodded.

“I have no clue,” Kendra told him. “All I know is that he screwed up, Max was on an anti man rant, she and Sketch almost got caught in the middle of that gang war goin' down on Clemson, she was gone one night and when she got back, she had calmed down about it all. Oh and she said something about the cops and some girls. Which, oh! That was probably it.”

“What was it?” Sam asked helplessly, not knowing what to panic over. Gang wars? And with Sketch, who was not notoriously brave or reliable, or in any way qualified to protect his sister. Not that she would need it in most circumstances, but.. gang war! He did notice that whatever panic was in his voice had stopped his brother cold in his tracks and Dean had half turned at the entrance to the bathroom to stare, puzzled again at the sudden shift.

“Well, Max was going on about guys bein' all task oriented and just, like I said, anti men. I mean, the girl didn't even want to kick it with Sven!”

“Who is Sven?” Sam asked with a grimace, wishing now that he had just called Max's cell direct instead of his usual try her at home first routine. But then, she probably wouldn't have said a word about the majority of this, as was her typical mode of operation.

“Blond haired, blue eyed Swedish Adonis I know,” Kendra tittered, but then grew serious again. “Just a friend. But Max left Crash as soon as we all got there. That was the night she took off. I went to check on her, but she was on the phone, talking to someone about some girls that had just been nabbed off the streets. It was on the news.”

“It was?” Sam's radar went up even further. How did they not know... well he knew. But then, there must have been nothing supernatural about it.

“Yeah,” Kendra confirmed. “This dirt bag was paying some dirty cops to round up young girls that were out after this supposed curfew, which is totally bogus, and then Brock? Or something like that, this guy was smuggling them to the middle east to be sold in slave auctions.”

“What!” Sam's voice had entered a register that he was quite certain he hadn't seen since puberty and Dean was at his side in an instant. “Jesus!” Sam exclaimed, but before either Dean or Kendra could respond, he muttered, “hang on!” And then with his hand muffling the phone, quickly relayed to Dean what Kendra had just told him.

“Told you man,” Dean replied, a heavy sadness lingering in his eyes as he shook his head, “it's a fucked up world out there.” Sam nodded slowly. “But how does Max figure in?” Sam shook his head and turned back to the cell, repeating that very question to Kendra.

“Oh, she's friends with one of the detectives, I think, through Logan,” Kendra explained. “So I think she had called Logan so that he could tell his cop friend. I mean, she saw it happen. You know Max. She's not gonna ignore something like that.”

“No, of course not,” Sam sighed. Kendra was right. His sister would never. And giving the police information and of course there would be so much more red tape given that Internal Affairs would have to be involved. But little girls... It was a sickening thought to contemplate.

“Okay, so one more question,” Sam sighed and snagged his brother's sleeve before Dean could retreat again. He already knew the hell he'd pay if Dean found out about this after the fact. Dean shot him a slight glare and Sam held up one finger. “Please tell me you were just kidding about this gang war.” He knew that he'd made the right decision when Dean's eyes widened and he sank back down to the bed.

“Ah crap!” Kendra grunted. “Yeah, that probably would have been on the list of things not to tell you about if Max knew...”

“Knew what?” Sam demanded. “Okay Kendra, you can't not tell me now!”

“Gossipy little bitch aren't you?” Dean smirked happily and Sam grimaced at him, wrinkling his nose and then leaning away from his elder brother. Dean's eyes narrowed, not too much and Sam was wondering about the wisdom of pushing buttons at the moment. At least it was slightly distracting, but he'd much rather hear about Max's problems, so he knew what he could call bull shit on when he finally talked to her.

There was a long sigh and then Kendra began speaking in a scolding tone. “All right, look Sam, I got the story from Sketch and you know what he's like.”

“I know,” Sam nodded, even though she wouldn't see. He wondered if she'd ask him to cross his heart and not break a secret swear or something. But she didn't. She just sighed once more and began the tale.

“All right, so Sketch had to deliver a package on Clemson street, which he says are in perpetual turf and gang wars,” Kendra informed her audience of two, since Sam had tilted the phone for Dean once more. “It's not as bad as that, but honestly, tensions have escalated on occasion. As I understand it, they usually don't bother service people.”

“Okay,” Sam hedged. “So why was Sketch...?”

There was another aggrieved noise from the blond on the other end of the line. “They had to deliver... it was a finger, okay?”

“What?” the question echoed in the room as both males blurted it out. Naturally though, Kendra noticed and seized upon the distraction.

“Is that your brother Dean with you?” she asked with a laugh.

“Um,” Sam hedged, because he didn't really want to get onto the topic of over sexed elder brother phone meeting little sister's over sexed room mate. “Yeah, he's just... leaving.” He scrunched up his face, squinting his eyes almost shut as he waited for the expected blow for being an intentional cock block, but Dean was just looking slightly amused again. Sam eased away from his brother and Dean shook his head. At that point, Sam wasn't sure if Dean was waiting until he relaxed slightly, or if his brother was warning him that he'd get it when Sam least expected it to come.

“But seriously,” he hurriedly continued, hoping now to distract them both. “A finger?”

“Oh all right,” Kendra grumbled. “Sketch said that the gangster recognized the finger and demanded to know where the pick up was made. When Max told him, the guy went a little nuts, threatening them and everyone else that pissed them off and remember, according to Sketch,” she stressed the words, “they barely got out of there with limbs and skin attached.”

Sam shuddered as the unintentional reminder of the shape shifter that had impersonated Dean and so many others came to the fore front of his mind. He was pretty sure Kendra wouldn't ever use those words again if she'd been anywhere around the moltings of that being. He shivered, glad that he hadn't eaten in a while. And probably wouldn't now that that was on his mind. Not for a few more hours anyway.

“Okay,” Sam sighed, figuring that he'd covered about everything that he could with Kendra and she was probably feeling bad about letting that slip. If he wanted to stay in good standing with her, he'd have to figure out how to handle Max without her blaming her room mate. But that whole thing about a list of things Kendra wasn't allowed to tell him, well, that was a bonus little tidbit that he could guilt her with. He knew instinctively that that would work. “Well, I've probably taken up enough of your time.”

“It's okay Sam,” he could hear he smile in her voice once more. “I know you worry about her. She worries about you too. And Dean. That's the way family works.”

“That it does,” he agreed with a pleased smile, before they exchanged their final pleasantries and hung up. He stared at the phone in his hand, wondering how much trouble he'd get in for deliberately calling Max and interrupting her evening with Logan, especially after all Kendra had told him about their having a fight and now apparently making up.

Once again, he was wondering what was really going on between those two that Max wasn't telling him.

*****



Max stared at the phone in her hands. She had been debating making this call the last day or so. Ever since Kendra had informed her that Sam had called while she was over at Logan's for dinner. Kendra had also informed her that she had sort of spilled the beans on what Max had been up to. Max could have been upset, but wasn't. She recognized that she had put Kendra in a tough position by asking her not to talk to Sam about some stuff. But when they had first talked about it, Kendra had pointed out that she understood. She had the same problem with her family. According to Kendra, her mother was a worrywart. And every time she talked to the woman, the older lady was full of misgivings still about Kendra living in such a crime riddled city. The way Kendra had drawled the word had made Max laugh. It sounded very dirty when said that way.

So Kendra had assured Max that she would keep mum about most subjects and hinted that she was aware that Max herself didn't tell her everything and as long as Max wasn't getting into something that could endanger her or anyone else, then she was fine with it. Since they had much different ideas of endangerment, Max had agreed. Promising her friend that she was always careful, in more ways than one. That had been good enough for Kendra and she had gone on preparing for her date night with her new mystery man.

Max was pretty much ready to go for her own night. She was just waiting a little closer to dark, since, as she had told Logan, this proposed hit on a witness in the protection program wouldn't go down until it was dark. And at the same time, being on a schedule would give her an excuse to get off the phone with Sam, if it got to be too much.

She bit and held her lower lip as she pulled up his number and dialed it. Better to just get it over with. She smiled softly when he answered almost immediately, sounding gruff, tired.

“Hey, I hear you called,” she greeted.

Hey Max,” he returned with a sigh. “And I gotta tell you...”

“Not to happy with what you heard from Kendra?” she questioned gently. Kendra hadn't told her word for word the entire conversation, but enough. She just wasn't sure what Sam would jump on first, since there'd been plenty of ammunition.

“Not even remotely,” he chuckled. She frowned. Something sounded off with him, but she wondered at bringing it up. Maybe after she had alleviated his concerns for her, they could play the turn around game.

“Okay,” she began, leaning back on her bed with her free hand. “What do you want to hear about first?” She heard muffled words in the back and knowing the boys, they would probably be in the car, headed for another case. She winced slightly, thinking of Dean and then snapped her mouth shut. She hadn't exactly been dream free on the nights she did catch a little shut eye, but she could control her waking moments and the thoughts were resolutely pushed away.

“God, I don't know,” Sam groaned. “I mean, yeah, it all sounded pretty bad. But Kendra was also passing on information from Sketchy and we all know how reliable he is. Did you really deliver a finger?”

“Umm, yeah?” she framed it as a question even as she wanted to laugh. That wasn't all that unusual, but she wasn't going to tell him that it wasn't the first time that had happened. It was just the first time she had been in the same room as the recipient opening up a body part. She was quite sure that it had happened before. She heard Sam sigh heavily. “Okay,” she began quickly, “yes, Sketch and I delivered a finger. It was from one of Bleed's gang. Kendra said that Sketchy told her about Bleed threatening us. What he said was that we needed to clear out before they took care of their rivals. And to stay out while this went down. Despite what the media reports, these guys are smart.”

“They might be smart, but accidents have been known to happen,” Sam countered instantly. “Max, I really don't like this, but!” he raised his voice over any protest she was making. “But,” he continued when she silenced herself, “I know that you're not going to deliberately walk into a bad situation and yes, I realize that stuff like this happens. So please, just be careful.”

“I will,” she smiled. “I promise. Now, anything else?”

“What don't I have to worry about with you?” Same teased, making Max laugh softly.

“I could say the same about you,” she pointed out. “At least I have the advantage of knowing my territory really well. You guys keep walking into all these different places, not knowing all the little things that might be going down that you could be walking blind in.” Her heart and throat clenched spasmodically as the thought became verbal.

“Touche,” Sam countered. There was a small pause and then Sam was sighing. “I don't know Max. Why does it seem that every time we talk there's some crap going on?”

“Hey, there are whole days, weeks even, in my life,” she began, but when she heard the disgruntled noise he gave, she smirked, but it faded quickly. “You don't mean just me, do you?” And before he could reply, she asked softly, “what's going on Sam? Where are you guys at?”

“Just on our way to another case,” he offered instantly, warily and her senses seized upon it.

“What case and where?” she wanted to know.

“It's nothing,” Sam immediately protested and Max picked up just as quickly that there was something about the case that was bothering him. She winced slightly, wondering if it was again, like the case with the Warrens, someone that Sam knew. Not wanting to put too much pressure on him if that was the case, Max was hesitant.

“Are you sure?” she asked gently. “I can tell from your voice that it's something. It's not... another friend is it?” she tried to maneuver carefully there and was rewarded with a tired chuckle.

“No, nothing like that,” Sam denied. “And if you're hearing anything in my voice, it's lack of sleep.” He paused and Max knew what would come next in this defensive dance of hiding things from one another to save each other from the worry.

“Uh huh,” she murmured, unconvinced. She knew what Sam sounded like when he was cranky from insomnia and this was nothing like that. There was a tightness in his voice that spoke to a very deeply repressed emotion. She almost wanted to laugh. And indeed, something slipped out. “Sam?” she waited until he gave an indication that he was listening. “Okay, I spent how many years with you guys?” she asked in teasing, but slightly serious tones.

She didn't allow him to answer, since they all knew that. “And pretty close quarters a lot of the time,” she went on. “And even if it has been a few years, I still remember. That is not how you sound when you're sleep deprived.” And now was decision time. She could hear how his breath had sucked in slightly over the line and was sure that he suspected that she was going to ambush him. But she wasn't. A glance at the lowering sun in the afternoon sky told her that she didn't have time to get into this. And she could always keep this for later. If it happened again. And she was pretty sure, given the natures of their self appointed jobs, it would.

“Max,” Sam sighed down the line and she chuckled.

“I get it Sam,” she assured him. “I remember the nightmares and the difficulties. And I'm really not surprised that it hadn't been apparent much earlier.”

“Yeah,” he agreed softly, sounding a little relieved.

“But it's not just that either, is it?” she asked astutely and then Sam was giving her that tired sound that let her know that she was on the right track without having to actually ask. “Don't worry. You don't have to tell me. I've kind of already figured that the case you just finished was pretty rough or the one you're heading to, you're not looking forward to.”

“The second one,” he confirmed quietly. They were silent for a long moment and then it was Max's turn to sigh.

“Okay, well, I have an appointment tonight I need to get to,” she offered with a small moue of distaste. “But if you want to talk, I'll have my cell with me.” There was an even longer pause and then Sam cleared his throat.

“This case?” he began softly and it was so quiet, that Max was suddenly glad for her enhanced senses. “It's in Kansas.” She waited. “In Lawrence,” he admitted and she blanched silently. Her mind rapidly cycled through that information and she frowned. Why would it be affecting Sam so bad? He didn't have the same kind of connection or feelings about the place that John or Dean had. Or was this simply a reaction to how Dean was handling going back to a place that he had sworn never to set foot in? And what was so important about the job that they hadn't simply passed it off to another hunter? Or had Sam insisted that they deal with it? He got that way sometimes. Trying to force people to deal with things in what he considered a healthy, emotionally mature, responsible way.

Didn't always turn out that way.

“Okay,” she spoke slowly, considering. “That explains some things. But not everything.” She heard Sam sigh once more. “And I am sure that the dissection of all that would probably take longer to hash out than it would to actually deal with this job. Am I right?”

“One hundred percent,” Sam laughed and this time, it sounded genuine. She smiled, relieved that she could bring him this small amount of relief. “But we'll be fine,” he assured her.

“I know you will,” she teased back. “After all, Winchester's are amazingly good at compartmentalizing when they need to.”

“That we are,” Sam agreed. “What time do you need to get going?”

“Right away, actually,” Max noted, glancing at the clock on the microwave. It would take some time to drive over to the address that Logan had provided her with.

“So what is it exactly that you're doing?” Sam wondered and Max rolled her eyes. She was glad that she had thought of the question that was sure to come up in their conversation.

“There's a witness for an upcoming trial,” she began her rehearsed story for her brother's benefit. “He's in witness protection right now, but he's having second thoughts about this trial. I'm not sure how he's been threatened or what with. But even if the attorney treats him like a hostile witness, he can't be compelled to actually talk. If he refuses, he'll be hit with jail time for contempt, but the entire case would fall apart because the whole thing is hinging on his testimony. So, we're going in to try and give him some more reasons to go through with this. Maybe remind him that jail isn't the safest place for him either in the long run.”

“Woah, wait,” Sam's interest perked up immediately. As she knew that it would have. “That's not...”

“Sam!” she spoke sharply. “This isn't some petty little thing...” she began and then had to rein herself in. She was doing this for Theo. For his wife and child. It had to be done, regardless of what Sam thought was right and well within legal bounds. She wouldn't have bothered too much herself with it, but when she had complained to Logan about interfering in this case with the feds, he had told her what the case was. Knowing that it was the dirtbags that had caused Theo's death, she had instantly been on board with rescuing the witness from the hit that was supposed to go down tonight. Not that her brother needed to know that tidbit, hence her rehearsed story.

“He has information on the people that were replacing prescription drugs with placebos” she continued, trying to calm herself. “He hasn't been subpoenaed yet and if he's asked if he has discussed this case prior to the trial, he will naturally say yes, because he has talked. That's why the lawyers want him testifying, because they know he has the info. But he's a flight risk. In a big way. We need to persuade him in, finesse him and the cops and lawyers don't have a good reputation for getting that done.”

“Sounds like it's personal,” Sam commented after a moment. And Max sighed, sagging a little.

“It is,” she confirmed. “It was the stuff that the doctor's had Theo on. That's part of why I...”

“I got it,” Sam murmured soothingly, immediately. “Okay, well, good luck with that. Call me when you're done? Or whenever you're free. And don't... worry... if I don't answer right away.”

“That's what voice mail is for, right?” she teased, getting back on an even keel as quickly as she could. Sam agreed and they hung up. Max glanced back out the window. Even as far away from the boys as she was, she still knew that this job in their hometown was going to prey a little on her mind. And not for reasons that were good for the well-being of her heart.

*****

Dean glanced over at his younger brother, sitting in the passenger seat. Sam was staring contemplatively out the window, as he had been doing for most of the trip. He was stiff and brooding. A normal sight really, but there was more, much more to it this time. And while Dean was still reeling inside from the revelation of where this job was and the coercion he endured to be forced into handling this, he was more concerned with what this would do to Sam.

His younger brother didn't have the memories or the expectations that he would figure that Dean had. And so, as such, Sam would figure that he would be the rock in this job, there for Dean to lean on.

But Dean knew, he'd deal. He'd handle and divert and compartmentalize, because that was what he did. He was the elder brother, not the other way around. And yes, it was a given that Dean relied on his family to have his back when they went into a job, just as he had theirs. But he already knew what the push buttons on this job were. Those were obvious. The one that had thrown him for a loop was the revelation that Sam had been dreaming these things and apparently, these dreams were coming true. And Dean was smart enough to work out what that meant.

Sam had a two ton mega crap load to deal with, over and above this jaunt back to the old home sweet hell. Whatever problems Dean had were negligible. But he was also smart enough to realize that at some point, Sam would be reaching his breaking point and Dean had the feeling that it was close. And that would be the time that Dean would need to need him. To distract Sam. To give him something to distract him, to help him to hold on, to make it through.

Dean was honest enough with himself to know that he needed that too. And usually, it was Sam needing him that helped him hold it together. And if it wasn't Sam, it was the thought that John was out there somewhere, alone with no one backing him up. Trusting Dad, but... And if that didn't work...

“So you didn't tell her about your... dreams?” he questioned quietly, taking his eyes off the road long enough for another glance at his brother. Sam, not moving from his position, shook his head, the long mop of hair brushing against the window.

“She'd just worry more,” Sam sighed. “And she's dealing with enough right now.”

“Why?” he asked bluntly. He couldn't imagine that there was anything other than her real family that would upset Max to the point that it would outweigh Sam's... whatever it was he had going on. “What's she doing?”

Sam seemed to be mulling something over, but when he shifted upright a little, Dean held back a verbal offer of relief. Sam was content to talk a little. That would help. “I doubt you ever met him,” he began. “I know Max said that Dad had. But her co-worker, Theo?”

The name was not familiar off the top of his head, so Dean shook his head in the negative. Sam pursed his lips, looking upset, but gamely went on. “Theo was Max's mentor of sorts when she first started working at Jam Pony. She's the one that got him and his family the apartment next to her and Kendra's.”

“And?” Dean shrugged. “What's going on with them? Anything we should be concerned about?”

“No,” Sam answered shortly. “Nothing like that. It's just that Theo got sick again. Something he picked up when he was overseas, in the service.”

“What, like malaria?” Dean frowned deeply. That was about the extent of what he could think of along those lines of information. Sam shrugged.

“No one ever said exactly ywhat it was,” he explained, gesturing with his hands a little. “Anyway, he was treated for it, but every few years, it would crop up. The last time he got sick? The medication didn't work. He died. Max was devastated. When I saw the news later, I didn't even connect it until Max just said...”

“Said what?” Dean demanded sharply. Something was hurting her. It was a familiar ache raising in his chest, different from when it was Sam or Dad... but very alive and there all the same, even after all this time. He suspected that even until his dying day, he would feel that.

“There was a news report about a pharmaceutical company that had been replacing medication for low income veterans with sugar pills,” Sam explained. “They probably wouldn't have caught it, but some doctor was suspicious and performed an autopsy. He found that the drug he had prescribed for the vet wasn't present at all in his system. When his family insisted that he'd been taking the drug, they tested what he had left. They found it to be sugar or something like that. So there was an investigation and a recall on the drugs. Unfortunately, it called into question deaths of other vets that were prescribed this drug. It was all traced back to a pharmaceutical company located just outside of Seattle.”

“So what's this all got to do with Max?” Dean wanted to know. He was familiar enough with drug company screw ups. Or product recalls. It was on the news around the country often enough that he'd often see something on television as he flipped through the channels, or articles about it as he browsed through the obituaries. Obviously an intentional screw job on drugs was bad business but some people, some crooks just couldn't help themselves. Blue collar, white collar, it was all crime in the end.

“She's going to talk to a potential witness,” Sam supplied. “Try and get this person to come forward willingly instead of having to forcibly subpoena them.”

Dean nodded slowly. If Max's friend had been hurt, killed by this deceit, he could very well see her position on this. “And are we suspecting that Cale got her involved somehow?” he questioned astutely. “After all, sounds just like the crap he'd pull her into, doesn't it?”

“I was thinking the same thing,” Sam sighed, relaxing back against the car door, his elbow resting at the base of the window, his head on his hand. “I mean, I know that she's said that Cale tries to do good works, but they have professionals for this. Yeah, it's personal for her, if this was what happened with Theo. But I...”

“Sounds iffy, doesn't it?” Dean concurred, his jaw tightening. One of these days, they were gonna load up and haul ass to Seattle and check this guy out in person.

“A little,” Sam admitted. “On the whole, it doesn't sound bad. And I think...”

“What?”

“That she volunteered the information just to keep me from asking what she was really doing,” Sam sighed, recognizing a gleam of suspicion mixed in with ire in his brother's face. Not like he felt any different.

Dean smirked, the very moment that Sam admitted that. “She did take that lesson to heart, didn't she?”

“The old bait and switch?” Sam scoffed. “Yeah, it's a classic and even more to the point, a family favorite, hmm? Kind of like right now?”

“Don't know what you're talking about Sammy,” Dean shook his head lightly and gave an easy going shrug.

“Or like how you call me by that stupid nickname whenever you want to push my buttons so we don't have to discuss what's really bothering you?” Sam suggested archly, but Dean just threw a lazy grin at him.

“Or the classic 'let's dissect Dean's psyche because Sammy isn't ready to deal yet either'?” he tossed out at his brother and knew he'd hit a victory when his brother averted his face with a slight flush effusing his skin.

“Two big words in one sentence,” Sam retorted, a glimmer of a grin trying to break free. “Who are you and what did you do with my brother?” he teased, the easy familiarity of it allowing the tension to ease off some.

“It's still me,” Dean chuckled, reveling in the simple feeling of it. Pushing the thought of dealing with anything heavier than their usual brotherly back and forth until the next day, he reached out and sneakily ruffled his brother's hair before his hand was smacked away. “I was just saving the big guns, kid.”

The eye roll and shake of his head that Sam gave, made Dean feel immensely better. Even if it only lasted until the next sigh and contemplative staring out the window resumed. But these days, Dean would take it.


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:Will you please put that damn thing away and go to sleep!” Dean complained as he lay on the top of the bed designated his in yet another rundown motel. They had stopped for the night, since Dean's eyes were getting tired. That was all that he would admit to. They had also noted some headlines at the last gas station, a Mom and Pop store that Dean had wanted to look further into. So far there had been nothing to pop out at them that screamed it was their kind of gig. So Sam had put that research forcibly aside, maintaining that they needed to deal with this Lawrence crap and was looking into some other information. Dean knew that they had to and they'd be gone again at first light. If he could have, Dean would have kept driving, or let Sam drive. But with Sam's lack of sleep the last few weeks, that was just as dangerous as the kid driving drunk.

Sam was about to retort, but glanced at the time on his laptop and blinking rapidly, stretched his arms and back out, before starting to shut down the machine. “Sorry,” he mumbled. “It's just interesting, this whole case.”

“Which whole case?” Dean grumbled as he tried to get comfortable again, flopping onto his stomach and thrusting his arms under the relatively flat pillow. Fluffing it up slightly, he knew he should have known better than to ask.

“This class action suit against the pharmaceutical company,” Sam replied as his fingers moved rhythmically over the keyboard. “I think I've figured out why Max's little story was bothering me.”

“Why zat?” Dean mumbled against his bicep as he burrowed himself into comfort.

“Well,” Sam began, turning in his seat to face his brother, “it's a class action suit against the company, on behalf of the veteran's and their families that suffered because allegedly sugar pills, or placebo's were sent out instead of the drug.”

“I know what placebo's are dumb ass,” Dean grunted, turning enough to give his brother an approximation of an evil eye.

“Right,” Sam nodded once. “Now, the suit alleges that it wasn't an accident, that it was deliberate. There was noise about a witness that could completely support this case.”

“But lemme guess, the guy disappeared,” Dean sighed. It was a typical thing, he was sure. Not like he'd never skipped out on something like that. School came to mind immediately, when he could. Sure as hell would never volunteer for jury duty, if they'd ever call him. Sam on the other hand... At least his little brother had curbed that law-abiding tendency some whatly.

“Yeah, the key witness,” Sam enthused, packing the laptop into it's protective case. “Because Dean, not only does this guy have the dirt on the deal, the rumor is, is that his testimony implicates the Mayor himself.”

“Oh gasp no,” Dean snorted. “Not the Mayor. Zoinks, the fate of the world hangs in the balance, Velma. Better crack this case wide open.”

“Well, not the fate of the world, no,” Sam grinned, even though he knew his brother couldn't see him, shaking his head pitifully as Dean was. “But for Seattle, sure, and this would be justice for all of the victims that suffered by the mistake, if it was a mistake. Because from what I've read, if they can produce this guy, it was deliberate. Apparently the real drug was being sold on the black market and-!”

“Sarcasm Sam!” Dean retorted, a little harshly. “Look it up brainiac.”

“I don't believe I need to,” Sam replied calmly as he rose from the table. “I'm the one that explained the concept to you. Remember? About a decade ago, and then in high school, and last week...? Why, even this morning-!”

“Shut up and go to bed before I sarcasm your ass out the window,” Dean growled. Sam's laughter chased him as he ducked his head under the pillow now to try and recapture the dreams that the incessant clicking of Sam's keyboard had woken him from.

There was quiet for several minutes while Sam gathered his clothes to sleep in and picking up his essentials bag, moved to the bathroom to brush his teeth before he retired. There was the rustle of movement as Sam returned, shutting off the rest of the lights before climbing into his bed and getting comfortable. Dean, his lips twisting slightly began counting down in his head and just as he reached one, Sam piped up once more.

“But you know what I was thinking?” he began as Dean rolled his eyes and didn't answer. “This witness?” he went on. “Okay, so the guy apparently has ties to some bad guy that was taking drugs for veterans, selling it on the black market, doing all sorts of bad things. If he can implicate the Mayor, the city of Seattle is going to see a hell of a scandal break loose. The Mayor can be charged on several varieties of charges and nobody likes a snitch, right?”

Dean was quiet, but that was no deterrent to his brother. “So why is this guy who just doesn't feel like testifying... why isn't he in protective custody? At the very least? He can be compelled to testify. You know what I think?”

“No Sam, I don't,” Dean smiled tightly at his brother, trying to rein in his disinterest and irritation. “But I'm sure you'll tell me.”

“I think that Max made that stuff up, because something else is going down about this guy,” Sam rushed out. “I mean, it makes sense, right? The guy is probably in hiding, not sitting in some motel room enjoying the hell out of his life. He's probably got all the people he betrayed when he let slip the information he has, gunning for him. Plus, if the Mayor truly is corrupt, there's that angle. And I think Max is mixed up in the middle of it.”

“You seriously spent three hours putting together what I could have told you after your phone call with her?” Dean gaped at his brother while Sam blinked slowly at him.

“Well, I knew that too,” he shrugged and then grinned. “I just wanted a little more information on it before I busted her.”

Dean groaned and dropped his head back down. “Why, why couldn't I have been an only child? Why?”

His brother's laughter lasted long enough to turn to soft snores, both of which irritated the hell out of the eldest Winchester offspring. But it was better than having to yap about Max all night. His dreams already tormented him enough. Though not quite as much, as it would turn out, Sam's did.



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Dean had waited long enough to make sure that Sam's laptop had a good charge on it. Of course he planned on leaving it plugged in, but the questions Sam had been asking were bothering him too. Of course, everything that this Cale character roped Max into seemed questionable, at least on some level. And while yes, they had to sit back and ostensibly trust her judgment, Dean was quite sure that there would come a day when that man got Max in too deep and she'd need their help. Whether she'd call for it or not... well, Dean just wanted to be prepared.

And in the course of researching the same things Sam had, Dean came to the same conclusions. This whole deal with the trial and the witness that didn't want to testify was extremely fishy. In fact, Dean was willing to bet good money that the feds were trying to protect him and he probably had a number of hits attached to his name. Now, if he could just discern who exactly the witness was, because of course the name was withheld to protect the person, he might be able to figure out just who it was. And why he was so bothered by it all.

He was in the midst of researching back several months through the Seattle headlines, when he noted that Sam was becoming more agitated in his sleep. With a grumbling, half pitying noise, he brought up another browser tab and nimbly, despite his sleepy state, brought up a search engine and typed in a few key search words that would bring a general amount of fruit cake sites. Watching Sam out of the corner of his eye, he switched back to the headlines of Seattle.

Reading between the lines, he could see some of the things that had occurred that Sam told him that Max had been involved in and he wasn't too happy about it. But despite not being there and unable to see for themselves, Dean knew that they had to trust for now that Max was all right. At least they had that. John was a different matter altogether. They had absolutely no information there. So there was that small blessing.

Dean continued to search until his eyes were blurry and crossing occasionally. But on the up side, he had a whole host of names that had bad connections in and around Seattle. Some were marked as currently deceased, which could lend credence to his whole searching for a case, cover story if Sam asked in the morning. Hopefully the little geek wouldn't search himself for the names listed and find the central point of interest. Dean would of course, use the excuse that it was so that Sam could have an excuse to go up to Seattle to legitimately check on their sister should the need arise.

But when he realized that whatever dreams chasing Sam through the night were enough to wake his brother, Dean quietly shut down the browser to do with the Seattle stuff, flipped over to a second sheet of paper in which he'd taken a few notes and busied himself with his search for a new case, this time in earnest.

Sam's quiet panic and desperation were worrisome. Especially more so when he picked up the sketch of what he'd been dreaming of again, to stare morosely at. Their old house in Lawrence, Kansas.

Home.

The one place that he couldn't ever really go to, because it really wasn't there anymore. Not in his heart.

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Max sat at the counter in Logan's corner penthouse, wincing occasionally as he applied the antiseptic to her wounds. She could have told him that it was totally unnecessary, but he was persistent in some odd things. It actually, felt kind of nice to have someone watching her back. Though it wasn't precisely the someone she wanted. At least of the several choices that she had, logically and emotionally. Yearning for her family and she wasn't going to be choosy about which family she meant.

The news report about the bomb threat at the courthouse, where they had been earlier, delivering Bruno Anselmo to the trial, regardless of the death threats and hits taken out on him, he had managed to give testimony that implicated the Mayor heavily in several schemes and would most likely bring about a political flurry and scandal the likes of which the city had not seen since the days of prohibition. Max chuckled to herself.

“Well, I'm glad that Bruno chose to do the right thing,” Logan sighed moderately. “Even though he paid for it in the end.”

Max was saved from answering him by way of her cell phone ringing. She had emptied her pockets of a little bit of her belongings, since she'd had a little of the cash left from what Logan had provided her with to take care of Bruno. Which was only after the safe house he had set up for them had been compromised by Bruno's stupidity. She was considering offering it back to him, but really, she could use the money. She could always use money.

She swiped up her cell phone and saw that it was Sam. With a small eye roll, but seeing no reason not to answer, she did so.

“Hey Sam,” she greeted cheerily. “What's up?”

“Bruno Anselmo,” was her brother's tired reply. Max winced again, partly from Logan pressing a little too much at one of the scrapes and part from Sam sticking his persistent nose in again.

“Aaaa-nd, what about him?” Max wondered aloud with a drawl. She heard her brother's sigh.

“He was the witness you were going to talk to, wasn't he?” Sam demanded. “Max, were you at the courthouse... when he?”

“Got ganked?” she supplied for him and heard his strangled gasp. “I was in the area, but I wasn't there.”

“Okay,” her brother sighed after a moment. And then let out a small laugh. “You can imagine what's been going through our minds. Dean figured... he had a list, you know?”

“A list?” she asked, her brows pulling together as she tried to extemporize what he might be talking about.

“Of all the possible witnesses,” Sam explained, leadingly. “Anselmo was right at the top of the list. Of course, we were wondering when you said you were going to talk to a witness, because this case...”

“My case or your case?” Max bit at her lip and glanced over her shoulder at Logan, who had pulled back from applying butterfly bandages to her wound to blatantly listen in to her conversation. “Sam, you're not making total sense here. What's bothering you?”

“Several things,” he scoffed. “Anselmo was the witness you went to talk to?”

“Yes, he was,” she confirmed, thinking quickly how to spin it all.

“And this guy was majorly bad,” Sam went on. “Just the allegations, let alone the convictions this guy has had...”

“Which was why he had the hit out on him,” she agreed, “which was why I wasn't there. Believe me, I did not want to be around that scumbag any more than I had to.”

“But you still went to see him,” Sam pressed.

“I did,” she agreed, not being able to hide that fact that she had already told him herself. “He needed a reason to testify,” she explained quickly, thinking of what she had been about to say to Logan. “Look, Bruno knew he was a dirt bag. He made no apologies for that. But he loved his daughter. He told me, when I talked to him about it, that he wanted for his kid to be able to have one example at least, where he did the right thing. He wanted to be worthy of her love and trust. Regardless of what it cost him. So he went ahead and testified.”

“And took a bullet in the gut for it,” Sam spoke quietly. “That's...”

“The price he paid for his crimes,” Max broke in. “It might not have been the right thing or justice, but given what he was, his outlook on life, I think he'd been heading there all along. But now, his daughter knows he knew right from wrong, the people responsible for these crimes won't get away with it and there will be justice for others,” she supplied. She heard Logan chuckle behind her and she shifted in her seat to frown at him. Sure, she was sorta channeling him and his blah blah, woof woof, but sometimes that was the sort of stuff that Sam ate up.

“Okay,” Sam finally accepted. “Just as long as you're okay and not mixed up in this anymore.”

“Not at all,” Max grinned. “I've got other things to worry about.”

“Like what?” Sam demanded with a small chuckle.

“Oh, just my balance, among other things,” Max teased and then grunted as Logan went back to patching her up. “I slipped getting into Logan's car this afternoon and scraped my shoulder up.”

“Ow,” Sam sympathized, though he certainly wasn't broken up about it. “So aside from talking to Anselmo, has anything else been going on?”

“Nothing worth note,” Max sighed and had to frown at Logan's disagreeing grunt. He poked at her back and she spun slightly, slapping at his finger.

“What was that?” Sam wondered, his voice full of suspicion.

“Argh,” Max groaned. “Logan was putting a bandage on that scrape I mentioned and he poked it by accident!” She glared at the man before her, using a few fingertips to cover the phone. “Do you mind. I'm trying to convince my brother that I'm fine and it doesn't seem to work if I'm screaming in pain.”

“I understand that Max,” Logan smirked. “I lie to my family about what I get up to, all the time.”

“I told you Logan,” she began with a sigh, but the squawk in her ear from her brother made her grunt and spin around. “Sam, I'm fine, everything is fine, nothing has been going on for you to worry about. It's just a scrape and I would be even more fine if Logan would quit trying to douse it with iodine!”

Logan's laughter seemed to transmit through the phone to Sam, as her brother asked, “is he really?”

“No Sam,” Logan called out loudly. “I used hydrogen peroxide, antibiotic cream and some bandages. She's just being a baby.”

“I know the feeling,” Sam laughed. “Who do you think has to patch up Dean these days?”

“Oh you mean he isn't pulling the 'every thing's all good, I always limp because my knee twists backwards naturally and my ribs are fine, that protrusion just means I'm hungry. Bring on the burgers and pie and don't forget the onions!' routine?” she teased loudly. Both the males, behind her and on the phone were laughing.

“Exactly,” Sam guffawed and she could swear she could see in her mind Sam laughing and pointing at his brother while Dean did something inconsequential like clean his gun or watch television, completely mystified about why he was being laughed at, but his mind already whirling about how to turn the attack around. The pang that hit her in the gut was more intense than the earlier admittance she had felt and she had to blink quickly to rid her eyes of the tears rapidly forming. With a frown, she latched on to Sam's statement about patching his brother up.

“Okay, whoa,” she muttered. “What exactly have you and Dean been doing, that he needed patching up?” she wanted to know. “And where are you guys?”

“Uh,” Sam hesitated and Max pursed her lips. Busted! “At the motel,” he tried gamely.

“In what city?” she asked in precise measures. Now it was Sam's turn to wince.

“We're uh, we're actually in Kansas City right now,” he told her with a cheer that was as false as Normal's sense of goodwill to his employees.

“And where were you right before Kansas City?” Max wanted to know, holding herself still. She knew her American geography better than most teens and adults that lived in the country, mostly because of her memory retention and from the fact of driving all over America for nearly a decade with John and the boys. She heard Dean in the background.

“Just tell her Sammy,” his brother was prompting. “It wasn't that big a deal.”

There was a hesitation and finally Sam admitted it. “We were in Lawrence. At the old house. But Dean's right. It wasn't...”

“You boys wouldn't be telling me it wasn't a big deal if it wasn't a big deal,” Max snarked. “I can think off the top of my head three good reasons, separate and distinct for all of you why it would be a big deal. Want me to start listing them?” she didn't realize that her voice had risen, even as she did come up off the stool. They had been dealing with something supernatural at their old house? Oh lord...

Before her brother could speak, she was changing her mind. “Look Sam, I'm at Logan's right now. Why don't we finish this later?”

“Yeah. Yeah, that'd be fine,” Sam agreed. Both seeming a little startled, they didn't bother with their goodbyes and both hung up. With a slightly shuddering breath, Max settled the phone gently on the counter, as if it were the only breakable thing in her sphere. That was patently untrue, but her fears, for herself, for her family, were shatteringly close this day. She landed on the stool she'd been sitting on more than sat. It was only a moment, feeling Logan's eyes boring into her back before he spoke again.

“You didn't tell your brothers?” he asked gently, hesitantly.

“Nothing to tell,” she grunted, regardless of whether he was talking about being at the courthouse or the unknown welcoming committee that Logan had saved her in the parking garage from. The one that Bruno Anselmos, still a dirt bag to the last, had sold out her secret to.

“Well they got you pretty good,” he muttered as he applied something more to the slightly scorched skin that resulted from a tazer burn. He must be referring to the 'no pain' guys then.

“I need to get my ass kicked once in a while,” she retorted flippantly. “Just to keep me real,” she added. Though how in the hell they had managed it was a mystery that had been preying on part of her mind since Bruno's admission that they had been looking for her and that he had led her right to them. What they wanted, what they were capable of. It wasn't something she'd let go. She knew she shouldn't dwell on her weaknesses. But in this world of ordinary people that ignored the truths around them, she had let her defenses drop. And it would get her killed. She heard Logan sigh.

“These guys aren't going to go away,” he reminded her.

“Kinda pesky like that,” she scoffed, as her skin puckered over in goose bumps. Almost, she could believe, that it was in response to the cold fluid he was swiping over her skin. But she knew better.

“Max...” he began, whatever logic he was calling upon unnecessary at this juncture.

She turned her head slightly, her lips trembling now too. “You don't have to tell me to be afraid. I'm already there.”

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“What'd she say?” Dean asked tiredly from his position, hunched over Sam's computer. He was engaged already in another search, thinking he might have a lead.

“We'll talk again later,” Sam replied tiredly, tossing the phone down to the table. “She's over at Cale's, she wasn't at the courthouse, and she certainly doesn't think being in Lawrence was no big deal.”

Dean, having meant what he had said, that it wasn't a big deal, meant that in a certain way. In other ways it was huge, but there was nothing that Max or their father or anyone, even themselves could do about it. Taking what Missouri Mosley had said about it, the spirit of their mother had used up whatever ghostly spirit energy she had to destroy that poltergeist. In Dean's mind, if things had to be that way, then what better way to go all the way out, than taking out some evil son of a bitch. They'd deal whichever way they could. And all the better that Sam have his emo conversation with Max, than with him as he'd been trying off and on halfheartedly since they'd left Lawrence. And before his brother could say anything, Dean spun the computer around to show his brother the headlines he'd been looking at.

Looks like he'd just found their next case.

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“Come on Max!” Sam grunted, gripping the cell phone tighter than usual. “Pick up!”

He'd already talked to Cindy to find out the startling development that Kendra had moved out several weeks back, shacking up with a divorced cop and that Cindy, having a run of bad luck was evicted from her apartment for reasons she wouldn't speak of and was in the process of moving in with Max. Hence why she was answering the phone at the apartment. She had informed Sam that Max had gone to Logan's for dinner that evening, but Sam hadn't really wanted to talk to the man. Social pleasantries aside, he still didn't really like the guy.

But since his sister wouldn't answer her cell phone, there seemed little choice. He knew Dean would kill him for calling her. Just as he knew that Max would kill him for not calling about this. Shutting the incessant ringing off for the moment, Sam glared at the antiseptic scented corridors of the hospital, reliving for just a moment, the nightmare of getting Dean to the hospital, the tests, the doctor's declaration and Dean... Dean just accepting it.

Well, he might be talking a big game, but Sam knew how he would feel in his brother's shoes and there was no way in hell he was going to just sit back and let things unfold as the doctor had predicted. Squaring his shoulders, Sam brought up his telephone number directory and found Logan Cale's home phone number, pressing his thumb against the button before he changed his mind and tried her cell once more.

The man answered immediately. “Hello?” he asked, sounding slightly winded.

“Logan?” Sam asked, “this is Sam. Max's brother,” he prompted, though he didn't think it quite necessary.

“Sam?” Logan sounded puzzled. “Is everything all right?”

“Um, no not really,” Sam grunted. From the hints that Cindy had been dropping about Max's evening plans, Sam was sure that interruptions would not be welcome, but this situation was beyond that. “I need to talk to Max. I tried her cell but-!”

“She's not here,” Logan interrupted. “Sorry. Her broth- sorry, her other brother Zack called. He needed help with something, so she left, a while ago now.”

“Zack!” Sam's eyes went wide. Well, there was another piece of news, a good piece, but that certainly didn't help him. Last they had heard, Zack's flight had gone down over some mountains and there had been no survivors listed. Max had insisted that she was sure Zack was well, and now it seemed as if her hunch had paid off. Too bad she couldn't simply say the same about Dean and have it be true. That cool reminder made him shake off the momentary wonder about Max's other family. “Look, something has happened here and I need to talk to Max as soon as possible. If you hear from her, could you please, please tell her to call me immediately?”

“Of course,” Logan promised, curiosity coloring his voice. There was some hesitation before he asked, “is everything... Is there anything I can do?”

'Give me the name of something that will save my brother from the electrocution he received, saving kids from a monster,' was his immediate thought, but Sam quelled that immediately. Logan was completely in the dark about the supernatural, he knew that. And the situation would take too long to explain and he had more calls to make. “No, but thank you,” he offered automatically. “Please, just let Max know.”

“Of course,” Logan repeated. “Take care Sam.”

“You too,” Sam murmured before pulling the phone away to hang up. He was already punching in the next number on his mental list.


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“So what'd ya get for me?” Dean asked as Sam re-entered the hospital room. He had been checking in on his brother in between frantic phone calls that evening. And when the nurse on duty had confirmed for Dean that he was not required to eat specifically within the dietary parameters that hospital guidelines supplied their cafeteria with, had sent Sam to get him a burger. Sam, treading the line between wanting his brother to do everything possible to care for himself and yet indulge his hurt brother, had given in.

“Burger with the works, fries and a shake,” he sighed as he moved all the way into the room, laying the bag containing Dean's meal on his brother's lap gently, almost as if any touch would damage him further.

“Excellent,” Dean clapped his hands then rubbed them together. The television and remote were forgotten for the moment as he reached for the bag. Sam set the shake on the night table beside the bed and reached for the rolling table as Dean was already unwrapping the burger. “Did you remember my pie?”

“Yeah Dean,” he rolled his eyes. “There's cherry and apple, your choice.”

“Both!” was the answer and he couldn't help but chuckle. He positioned the table over his brother and snagged the bag back over his brother's pained squawk, replacing it on the table so his brother could reach it, before he turned to his own meal. He seated himself in the solid chair, uncomfortable as usual. Reaching into his bag that had a very similar meal to his brother's, he glanced up at the television mounted in the corner that had been muted for the moment, at his return.

“Good thing I got a couple of each then,” Sam retorted, well aware of his brother's dietary abuse. “What are we watching?”

“Whatever was on,” Dean shrugged and reached with his free hand for the remote once more. “Stupid channel list is all messed up,” he grumbled as he ate.

“Well, there's always the discovery channel,” Sam teased, though it was only half-hearted, though the annoyed glare his brother gave him wasn't. He pretended interest in his own meal as Dean continued to desultorily surf through the channels, trying to find something interesting. Unfortunately, just as he settled on an old rerun of Bewitched, the television seemed to lose it's signal.

“Oh for cryin' out loud!” Dean mumbled, picking up the remote once more. The screen cleared once more as static was heard and then, instead of the programmed show, there was a strange image and Sam sucked in a startled breath, choking slightly on his bite of food.

“Do not attempt to adjust your set,” a voice announced from the television. “This is a streaming freedom video bulletin.”

“What the hell?” Dean demanded, though whether of the television or his brother was unclear.

“This cable hack cannot be traced and it cannot be stopped and it is the only free voice left in this city,” the voice continued. Sam grabbed for his drink and took in several gulps to stem a coughing fit. “This is a message to those known as X5. You've been compromised. You're in danger. You know what to do.”

“What is this garbage?” Dean grunted, flipping the channel to find that it was the same on each station, his eyes going wide.

“Eyes only,” Sam coughed out. Speaking so soon didn't help and he gently patted at his sternum with the heel of his hand.

“... peat, you've been compromised,” the voice continued. “You know what to do.”

“That cable hack program that comes out of Seattle,” Sam explained, once his throat was clear. “Max and her friends watch it. But it's never...”

“This message will repeat every hour, on the hour, until each of you has checked in,” the voice announced and then with another brief flare of static, the hack was gone and whatever it was that Dean had flipped to had returned. He cautiously backtracked to “Bewitched” to see Darrin speaking to Samantha. Dean quickly muted it and turned to his brother.

“Damn!” he grinned. “That guy just hacked every freakin' channel!” his voice was full of amused awe. Trust Dean to be impressed with a feat like that, though when one thought about it, it was a pretty amazing trick. Of course, Sam would be more impressed if the guy managed to slip through and do it again as the voice had promised... every hour...

“Looks like it,” Sam agreed with a nod. He took another sip of his drink, watching the cogs in his brother's head whirring. “And I have no clue how he'd even go about doing that.”

“Probably hijacked a satellite or something,” Dean grinned, his eyes glowing with the sneaky appreciation for the stunt that had just been pulled off. “FCC is probably pissed as hell.”

“Probably,” Sam agreed, to both or either. He really did have other more important things to think about. Namely, how to save his brother.

“And man, whoever these X... what were they?” he muttered. “Ah X5's? What the hell is up with that? Must be...” Dean trailed off as he realized that his brother wasn't paying attention at all. He shook his head and turned back to his food. And television. Whoever these X5's were that got a small time cable show to pull off a national prank like hacking the countries' television stations, they must be some major players in something. And Sam had said that Eyes Only, this guy was out of Seattle. Or at least people believed so, since that was were it must be normally broadcast.

Many things were whirling through Dean's mind. This puzzle was just a welcome diversion from it all. But one thing he really wondered, all that he would allow himself to think on now, “what the hell is an X5?” he murmured to himself.