Series
Title: 38 By 38
Fiction
Title: A New Generation
Author:
Restive Nature
Disclaimer:
I do not own the rights
to BtVS. They belong to Whedon & Mutant Enemy. I do not own the
rights to Twilight, they belong to Meyer and Little Brown Publishing.
No infringement is intended and this fiction is for private enjoyment
only.
Rating:
PG-13
Genre:
Crossover
Type:
Angsty
Pairing:
Canon Pairings
Summary:
She wanted to be the one to be strong now. She wanted to be the one
to protect those that were weaker.
Spoilers/
Time line: Book 2 “New Moon” for Twilight-verse and post Season 3
of BtVS.
Feedback:
Always welcome!
Distribution:
Ask first please.
A/N:
This fiction came out of a stray thought I had while I was discussing
these books with my elder children. Only one character that was
author created comes from the Buffy-verse. I do plan to expand on
this story, checking in on a scene that was not included in this
portion of fiction and continuing on from where it goes at the end.
So please, enjoy.
A New
Generation
I
stared at Edward, not quite even with him as we stood in the massive,
impressive, though slightly disturbing chamber that the Volturi
guards had brought us too. Vampires, other than the Cullen's were
down right terrifying. And I had truly thought that perhaps the worst
of things had passed when I was once again in Edward's arms. True,
there were still some things to work out. Like whether or not Edward
truly cared for me, or, if as he had told me in that rainy forest
outside my home in Forks, Washington, that I was just a distraction
in his very long life.
It
didn't seem to me as if he might. If he did, wouldn't he give the
leader of the Vampire royalty, Aro, his assurances that to keep their
secrets, he would turn me into a Vampire such as they were. Well,
with the major difference would be that as a member of the Cullen
family, I couldn't bring myself to think of them as a coven like the
Volturi vampires, I would limit my diet to drinking from animals. And
not humans as other Vampires did.
And
while it was true that Alice had said on the plane trip over that she
was tempted to do it herself, that the vision she had been gifted
with had shown her me as a Vampire, I couldn't trust her friend to go
against Edward's wishes. After all, the whole Cullen family had left
me, alone and defenseless in Forks with vengeful Vampires coming
after me.
“Mean
it,” I begged of him softly, referring to the out that Aro had
gifted them with. But his tortured countenance only deepened and
something in his eyes warned me. It was everything I had feared. No
matter what he said or did, he just didn't want me. And it was more
heartbreaking than the possibility of dying here today. Unable to
tell my father farewell, assure my mother that it had been a pretty
good life. Leaving my friends and family behind with no clues, with
the great exception of Jake, who was a werewolf and would be unable
to explain the full implications behind my disappearance.
Perhaps,
I wondered absurdly, it would be just thing that Jake seemed to be
looking for, an excuse to start up a war between the werewolves of La
Push against the Cullen's. A way to overturn the treaty that Jacob's
very own great grandfather had created with Carlisle Cullen.
“Oh
for crying out loud,” another Vampire broke away from a group of
spectators that had been silently observing the proceedings. I didn't
exactly miss the way Aro's head snapped to the female's direction.
But I did see the confusion clearing for a moment on Edward's face,
looking slightly hopefully. But the scowl that swiftly followed told
me that hope wasn't too be found in this distraction. “There is
another way, you know,” the female, about my height, pointed out,
even as Caius hissed slightly. Of course, it had been Caius that had
declared that it was my life and my life only that was forfeit for
being a human among Vampires. One that knew the secret that they all
strove so hard to protect.
Instinctively,
I cringed away from the unknown female, even as Aro moved closer, as
did Edward. Alice, I noted, was staring at the Vampire, but it was
not the vacant stare that indicated she was having a vision. It was
more like an annoyed and potentially dangerous glare that reminded
me, that for as tiny as Alice was, she was a heck of a lot more
lethal than I on her best day. Or her very worst.
But
what alarmed me was that Caius and Marcus, the lackadaisical Vampire
that finished up the trio of Volturi royalty, were sitting forward in
their thrones, their eyes keen. “Is it...?” Marcus breathed out
and I wondered what it was about this Vampire that had them sitting
up and taking notice as it were.
With
no small measure of pomp, the unknown Vampire threw back her hood to
reveal, to my utter let down and disappointment, a rather ordinary
face. It wasn't old and papery looking, like Aro's was. Nor was it
young, icy white and beautiful like the others. In fact, this was the
closest to human looking Vampire that I had ever seen. Or maybe she
wasn't, I decided after a moment of studying this new person
nervously.
Before
anyone could speak though, the female continued. “Sorry to
disappoint, but Anyanka's been... reassigned.”
“Oh,
how sad,” Marcus moaned, sinking back into his seat. Caius spared
his brother an annoyed glance and then turned back to the drama
unfolding before him.
“Not
necessarily, brother,” he grinned ferociously, eying me in a way
that had both Edward and Alice moving closer to me. Protectively,
like an automatic habit,. “Perhaps we should ask...?”
“I
am Somehka,” the Vampire perhaps human, introduced itself.
“Somehka,”
Caius repeated, and then glanced around the room at large, clearly
enjoying himself. “Perhaps Somehka would like to explain why
D'Hoffryn went back on his decision to interfere in our
business once more?” he ended on a light note, sounding amused. The
other one, this Somehka, didn't seem so, but it was hard to tell.
“D'Hoffryn
does not make all of the rules,” the being seemed to be reminding
them. “There are some that are immutable. This time is one of
them.”
“Really?”
Aro drawled. “Not that we're... not ungrateful, the last being what
it was. Of course, you realize why we worry?”
“I
can see why,” Somehka responded, eyes darting to Edward and then to
Alice and finally, to me. “Regardless,” she, since I was really
starting to get the feeling that it was a she, straightened up, “I
have a job to do and your concerns do not concern me.”
“Perhaps
they should,” Caius hissed. “You forget your history.”
“I've
forgotten nothing,” Somehka smirked at the blond prince of
Vampires. “Did you really think I would come in here with no
defenses in place?”
“If
you could even engage quickly enough,” Caius taunted.
“I'd
be gone before you could even twitch towards your bully boy,”
Somehka half scoffed and all eyes turned towards Felix, even mine,
though it was only because everyone else had looked to him. He seemed
startled at the sudden attention, but then the same feral grin that
had been on his face before returned. I was starting to get a
headache.
“Wait!”
Edward half shouted, holding his hands up. “Do you mean to tell
me...” he began, his voice incredulous as he stared between this
Somehka and Aro. Aro's face went from annoyed to thoughtful and then
amused almost too quickly for me to register.
“It's
never come up dear Edward,” Aro purred, one eyebrow arched as if
daring Edward to question him further. I glanced at Alice and she
seemed just as perplexed as I was at what was going on. “You of all
people should know best how your gifts work. We did not think it,
therefore, you did not hear it. And it's only been recently that this
information came to light, relatively speaking of course.”
“Of
course,” Edward grunted, shaking his head slightly. I couldn't tell
if he was amused or upset or maybe just sort of
stunned. “But this...” Okay, awed is what he sounded now and even
Alice was getting twitchy to figure things out. Suddenly he was
standing before the stranger, Somehka. “I want to-!” he began but
the stranger held up her hand.
“Get
the facts, back the hell off and let me do my job,” she growled and
Edward looked surprised. “This is between me,” she pointed to
herself and then to me. “And her.” Her gaze traveled around the
Vampires that were assembled. Aro was smirking, as was Caius and
Marcus had gone back to looking bored. The other Vampires were
looking a little apprehensive. Alice had gone stock still, her eyes
glazing over and Edward's head snapped around to stare at his sister.
And
in that tiny moment of confusion, everything changed. Somehka was
before me and I hadn't even seen her move. The smirk was still there
on her face and I instinctively tried to move back from this unknown
Vampire, if that was even what she was. Because she didn't seem like
any I had met or seen before.
“Let's
go dearie,” she cooed and I tried to hold up my hands, a physical
sign to back the hell off me, but she grabbed my hand and then
everything was spinning.
It
wasn't the usual sensation of running. Or at least being carried by a
Vampire that was running. The dizzying speed as things rushed by me.
No, this was true spinning and dizzying that way, disorienting and
when it finally stopped, I had to squint my eyes at the bright flash
of light that just wasn't going away. I covered my eyes with my hand
and managed to gasp out, “what? Where are we?”
“The
only possible safe place at the moment,” Somehka chuckled. “Take
a moment. I assume you've never traveled this way before?”
“Uh,
what way?” I asked as I slowly blinked from behind the cover of my
hand. I warily started to lower it and found that unlike the
assumption I had made about the lights being something extraordinary,
it was simply the transition from inside to out. She was right that
it would be safe, from Vampires at least, because while we weren't in
a crowded area, there were people around. My vision was starting to
realign itself, though the sounds were slightly muted. Like I was
waiting for my ears to pop after a long flight.
“Teleportation,”
she answered succinctly. “It's one of my... gifts.”
“Oh,”
I answered, a little dumbly. “One of?” I asked then, because I
hadn't ever heard of a Vampire having more than one gift. Edward had
his mind reading, Alice her visions. Except Jasper, I guessed. He
could sense emotions, but also manipulate them. But that was sort of
two sides of the same coin.
“It's
actually an addition to what I really do,” Somehka deigned to
explain. She laughed fully outright then and I looked at her in
confusion. “You're confused,” she stated and I nodded. That was
no secret. “Let me explain then, which should make things easier,
especially as you already know about Vampires.”
“Please
do,” I almost begged. “Because none of this is making sense to
me.”
“All
right,” she nodded. “I'm not actually a Vampire,” she began
with a smirk and I nodded. I had wondered about that right from the
start of her interfering in the Volturi's palace. “I sometimes move
in the same circles as they, because of my job.”
“Your
job?” I echoed, still confused. “Like...” I struggled to
remember the girl's name and then it came to me. “Gianna? Do you
want to be a Vampire?”
“Oh
no,” she shook her head, looking surprised. “Sorry, but they're
so... limited.”
I
laughed in shock then. “Limited? Is there anything they can't do?”
I asked incredulously.
“Quite
a lot, actually, when you think in terms larger than what most humans
are capable of,” she said and sounded quite sympathetic.
“So,
then, what are you? Exactly?' I wanted to know.
“Well,
the classification system is debatable,” she shrugged. “But I am
known as the Patron Saint of Scorned Women. It's a title I inherited
from my predecessor.”
“That
Anyanka?” I struggled to remember the name and the hopeful way that
Marcus had said it.
“Yes,”
she hissed slightly, obviously unhappy about that. But then she
seemed to wave away whatever was bothering her. “Bella,” she
gentled her tone and reached for my hand. I didn't want to give it to
her, but non-Vampire or not, I didn't think that I could take her on,
being just a normal girl that had the paranormal all around her.
“Your pain, the pain that you've been feeling all this time, it
called me to you.”
“Called
you?” I demanded. “Called you how? And why now? Why not before?”
“It's
been calling me all along,” she explained, though it wasn't much of
one that made reasonable sense. “There have been times that I was
ready to go to you, but you weren't yet ready for me. Today, I sensed
that the time may have come.”
“The
time for what?” I wanted to know, still mystified but intrigued by
this new turn of events, that if nothing else had taken me from
Caius' clutches.
“Bella,
I am a representative of beings that deliver Justice for the truly
wronged,” she told me and I shook my head in instant denial. She
tightened her grip on my hand slightly and ducked slightly, being
taller than I after all, to look in my eyes. “We are Immortal
beings here for just this purpose. We are not Vampires, nor are we
werewolves. But we are here because these things touch on humans
lives. We are equalizers.”
“Has
this... has this happened before?” I wondered, remembering what
Edward and Aro had been hinting at with their bizarre conversation.
“This
specific situation?” she grinned and then shook her head. “Not
exactly, but let's just say that a beautiful young girl like yourself
falling in love with a Vampire? I've seen that hundreds of times
over.”
“Really?”
I was surprised and felt my eyebrows shoot up. “Seriously?
Hundreds?”
Somehka
laughed again and turned so that she was level with me and dropped my
hand to wrap her arm around my shoulders. Strangely enough, I didn't
feel all that uncomfortable anymore. She had interesting information
and maybe I would hear something that I could use to my advantage.
“Bella, contrary to popular belief, this world did not start off as
a paradise.”
“You
mean, like Biblical stuff?' I questioned, wondering what Carlisle
would think of that announcement.
“Exactly,”
she nodded. “Let's walk so we're not so conspicuous.”
“We're
not going to...?” I waved my hand in a swirly motion and she shook
her head.
“Not
unless you wish to,” she offered. “Or it's absolutely necessary.
I see that it disorients you and I'd rather you made your decision
with a clear head. You understand?”
“Yeah,
I'd prefer that myself too,” I agreed. “But what decision?”
“That's
what we're getting to,” she commented and suddenly, she was dressed
as an ordinary young woman. Sort of like how I was dressed, in jeans,
a shirt though she wore a cardigan over top of hers. “Okay, focus,”
she drew my attention back up to her. I determinedly focused on what
she was trying to tell me and we started walking down the street.
“The
world wasn't a paradise,” I reiterated and she nodded.
“This
world was overrun with demons,” she explained. “Demons like out
of your nightmares, Vampires unlike what you are familiar with, among
them. But humans came along and began to beat them back. They were
smart and resourceful, even back then. But at the cusp of being
exterminated, one of the demons bit a human, mixing it's blood with
the human and the first corporeal Vampire was born. It was a terrible
thing,” she shuddered as she said it.
“I...
yeah, I can imagine,” I shuddered along with her, because I could
imagine. I remembered well the sensation of being hunted close up by
a red eyed, blood thirsty Vampire.
“And
thus the quest for balance began,” Somehka went on. “Justice
Beings were created and I know that it's very hard to fathom, but we
grew, in numbers, in powers, to help the humans find a way to thrive
in this world. But only those that truly need us. You Isabella Swan,
definitely qualify.”
“But
why?”
“I'm
sure of you think about it, it will come to you,” Somehka replied
mildly, though I could see something flashing in her eyes, reminding
me that she wasn't Vampire, she wasn't a werewolf, if that were even
possible, since it had only ever been heard of in some of the males
of Jacob's tribe. She was definitely something more. And powerful, if
the Volturi were wary of her. She was...
“Scorned
women,” I murmured, feeling a little foolish. “Edward and then
Jacob. But... not anymore.”
“Weren't
you just, once again?” she questioned harshly. “Back there, in
their death chamber?”
“I...”
I began to protest, but honestly, she was right. Just because I
understood how Edward felt about the situation, that he would rather
I be anything but a Vampire, even dead apparently, told me the truth.
He would rather that I died and he followed immediately after than
turn me into a “monster” like him. In my mind, that was just
sick. “But you can change things?” I clarified, having worked out
that this was what she was here for. To make a wish, to make amends
to me for being scorned by the man I loved, by the best friend and
family that had abandoned me, though he had sworn that he wouldn't.
“What
is it that you want most?” Somehka asked her gently. She reached to
put her arm around my shoulders and surprisingly, she wasn't cold
like I expected. The whole Vampire thing really was a facade. “It
was obvious, back there, that you are willing to become a Vampire.
Why? To be with your love forever? Romantic, but not technically
practical,” she winced and shook her head quickly. “After all,
there's no guarantee that you would be mates.”
“But
we love each other,” I defended and then winced myself. Maybe that
had been true once, when I had believed in the lie. After all, what
could a human like myself have, aside from liters of his natural food
source and a mind that he couldn't read, providing a challenge, to
make Edward want to keep me around? “I love him.”
“And
he'd rather see you dead than in his arms forever,” Somehka
scoffed, echoing my thoughts of just a moment ago. “Terribly
tragic, hmm? Tell me, he was turned as young as he appears?”
“Seventeen,”
I confirmed and I could suddenly see it from her point of view. The
eternal angsty teenager. I could see it because I had wondered
myself. Locked into his mind set, he had told me that I had changed
him. Really, being his sun in a black night sky just woke him up a
little, to what there was in the world. It didn't necessarily make
him grow up. Or change. Maybe he had just switched from obsession to
obsession to obsession. Making his “change” when the latest lost
it's attraction, or flavor.
“I
can see the attraction of that,” Somehka nodded seriously. “To be
young seeming forever,” she supplied, though she tapped on long,
perfectly manicured nail on her lips lightly. I was reminded for a
moment of Rosalie, the most beautiful of the Cullen's and indeed any
Vampires that I had met so far. “But you don't strike me as the
type of girl to be like that. You're more... and no offense dear,
you're more the sweetheart of a girl next door.”
“Yeah,
I guess,” I agreed. She wasn't wrong there. I was definitely the
plain Jane sort.
“Quite
unaware of your own charms, whatever they may be,” she chuckled.
“So Bella, what was the attraction of the Vampires then?”
I
shrugged my shoulders, unsure if I could explain it to a stranger.
But maybe that in itself was a good thing. Although some warnings,
mostly in my father's voice, were ringing through my mind, I found
myself spilling a little of my inner most feelings. “I've never fit
in with everyone else,” I explained. “I've always felt different.
Out of step or too mature for my friends. Not that I've had all that
many of them. I've had to take care of my parents in different ways
for a long time, be the adult. My mom says I was born an old soul.
And that's how I feel. When I figured out that Edward was a Vampire
and that werewolves exist, I didn't run or scream or anything you'd
think a smart person would do. But I felt right with them all. Sort
of. The ones that like me anyway. And when I thought that I might
become one of them, that I would have a family, a place to belong.
I'd be strong enough not to need to be protected all the time.” My
chest was heaving by the time I finished and I whispered out, shaking
my head sadly. “I just wanted to be strong.”
Somehka
was watching me, nodding every once in a while as I let everything
off my chest. Finally she ducked a little to look me
straight in the eyes. “This is what you wish. To be strong enough
to what?”
“To
be the one...” I swallowed heavily and then inhaled deeply before
looking her square in the eyes. “I wish that I was the one strong
enough to be able to protect others!”
Her
lips curved into an approximation of a smile. “I can work with
that,” she nodded quickly. And then her face changed. Almost like I
had once thought that Vampires faces would, but hers was much more
extreme. Twisting into something out of a nightmare. “Wish
granted!” her voice boomed, drawing attention through the square to
us, but as I felt a tingling going through my body and seeming to
settle in the deepest recesses of my brain, I was powerless to do
anything. Finally the sensation abated, for the most part, although I
felt an itchiness that wasn't quite an itchiness, that I wanted to
tear my fingernails across in the back of my neck.
“What
did you do?” I demanded. I looked down at my hands. There was no
sparkle. There was no hardness or coldness. In fact, I had never felt
more alive. Even after all the near death experiences that I had had
recently in my life.
“I
granted your wish,” Somehka smiled happily. “Fulfilled my quota
for the day and gave those old Vultures something to think about. Oh,
how they will rue the day they offended my master. But that's a story
you may never hear. I can't wait to see how they take you now. Let us
return. I'm sure you're... anxious to see your friends?”
“Yes,
please,” I nodded. Why wasn't I a vampire, my mind wondered as I
took her hand once more. Obviously I wasn't specific enough. She was
almost like a genie with the misleading ideas and the word specific
wishes that were granted. I should have remembered that. But I did
feel stronger, Somehka even winced as my hand closed it's grip around
hers. Truthfully, my skin crawled a little at her touch and I wanted
to rip my hand away, much like when Aro had taken my hand. But I
quelled the instinct. I prepared myself for the return trip, which
was exactly like the previous one, without all the resulting
dizziness.
Our
return seemed to startle the rest of the Vampires. They all stared in
shock at where we were standing and while my heart cried out for
Edward, a silent plea that he would never hear, there was a part of
me that felt repulsed by the coldness in that room. I had no other
way to describe it. I wanted to tear it down, burn the palace and
salt the earth. All with these Volturi, these Vampires within, their
burning pieces acrid in my nose, the screeches of their tearing
limbs, music to my ears. I gasped softly, which was echoed by Alice
only a moment later.
“I
can't see her,” my best friend cried out in shock and Edward was
shaking his head slightly.
“Well,
an interesting turn of events,” Aro drawled, glancing at the all
seeing pixie-like Vampire. I felt sick, my lips trembling as where my
once best friend stood, I now felt revulsion. This was Alice! 'How
could I feel this?' I wondered numbly, silently to myself. “And not
one I would have imagined. What precisely did she wish for?”
“Oh
Aro,” Somehka giggled girlishly. “You know that I am bound by
certain confidentiality clauses. As to what she wished, I'm sure
you'll figure it out quickly enough. It's not so very hard to
discern.” With that said, she turned to me and took the shoulder
closest to her. “Just remember, when the time comes, the gift that
I gave you, in the name of D'Hoffryn. This wish can not be changed
and Bella? You've just changed the world.”
“What?”
I whispered brokenly. I didn't need that. I didn't need the whole
world to change for me. I had found my world, I had thought. But
suddenly now, it was anathema to me. I looked at the still figures,
like statues around the room, all staring at me and that urge,
overcame me once again. I wanted to kill, to burn. I didn't realize
until all the Vampires had eased back slightly from me that the growl
in the room was coming from my chest, from me.
“What
did you do?” Edward demanded, his eyes heavy, and though they were
focused on me, he was asking this of Somehka. A demon. I focused on
him, trying to bring back the love that I felt for him. It was there,
I knew it, but it felt like it was being slowly smothered, barely
more than an ember now. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Marcus
rising from his throne. He was the one with the ability to see
relationships.
At
his pronouncement, many faces turned his way. “Their bond is
breaking,” he announced in that monotone way that he seemed to
have. Boredom of everything. He would welcome an end, I sensed. “She
serves a new master now.”
“No,”
Edward protested even as Marcus spoke.
“If
things have changed so much that she will not be part of the Cullen
clan,” Caius hissed happily as I turned to glare at him, no longer
so afraid of his menacing presence, “then the law must be upheld.”
“Alas,”
Aro nodded slowly, as if he were regretting this. He glanced at
Edward, who began to struggle, within himself, but it was still there
in his eyes. “This is true. I am so sorry Edward. I would never
have wanted the situation to come to this. Our laws are absolute. I
tried to give you a chance, but you must see...”
“Felix,
take her,” Caius commanded and within the blink of an eye, Felix
was before me, reaching for me. But I had seen him coming. How had I
done that? I put my hands up to block his grasp and felt the cold
stone of his hand in my own. Instinctively, knowing it wouldn't do
any good, but still I had to try, I twisted out of his way. Somehow,
I could not think when this threat was before me. The movement was
swift, he didn't expect it, and really, neither did I. I twisted
around, holding his hand in both of my own and when I finished
spinning away, I held his hand still, but I was several feet away and
there was a screaming, wrenching noise filling the halls to the
rafter.
Everyone,
including myself, but strangely, not Somehka was staring in shock as
Felix dropped to his knees, cradling his wrist were there was no more
hand. Because it was in mine. But Somehka, that evil, evil demon was
laughing uproariously, like it was the best joke that she had ever
heard.
Finally,
it was Caius that came out of his stupor. “Kill her!” he roared
to the remaining guard and even as movement surged around me, Edward
and Alice screaming things out and Aro looking petrified, I felt
hands on my shoulder. Warm hands, I registered and then Somehka's
voice in my ear.
“The
odds are not good, but they had to know for the game to continue,”
she hissed at me. “Come on little Slayer. Time to go!”
And
we spun through the world once more.
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